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Post 1

Serephina



SPPPLLLAAAT!!! ...hehehehehehe smiley - runsmiley - bus


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Post 2

Stark - Off for a fortnight. See you when I sober up!

Hmmpph!

*wipes himself down*

Just you wait.


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Post 3

Serephina

For what?

Your mail still not working?


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Post 4

Serephina

Oh n are you sticking with this then? whats wrong with the other?


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Post 5

Stark - Off for a fortnight. See you when I sober up!

Fancied a change. And mail is now not even sending internal. It's receiving OK so I'm guessing it's my server.


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Post 6

Researcher 220282


*BAMPF!*

smiley - grr *bangs heads together*

*BAMPF!*


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Post 7

Serephina

Oh right. so was i talking shite last night then or not??

N why do i get the feeling that if you hadnt mis-posted yesterday you wouldntve told me about fancying a change? Theres a big difference between hot n cold (which i dont mind at allx and is a lot nicer than this!) and avoidy.Starting to feel like one of the "annoying people you make excuses n get the hell away"from!

morning btw..and my arms ok now thanks for asking!

Jon.. ouuuuuch


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Post 8

Stark - Off for a fortnight. See you when I sober up!

Don't start... again.


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Post 9

Serephina

im not... just used to my friends being a lot more civil,cos thats all im trying to do ,only asked a simple question with a simple answer,im sorry if my giving a shit offends! was only thinking of you


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Post 10

Stark - Off for a fortnight. See you when I sober up!

But you weren't. You were jumping to conclusions. Again.

I've mailed you, if it doesn't get through I'll post it here.


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Post 11

Researcher 220282


Kris, dont know if sandra is still online she is coming over to me if you want to email her here use [email protected] .uk its the account I dont use she should be here and Railtrack and LT willing about 3:30-4:00


btw porto should have got Oscars not the uefa cup for last nites performance smiley - laugh


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Post 12

Researcher 220282

or u can test mail me to see if its workingsmiley - smiley

how r u?


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Post 13

Stark - Off for a fortnight. See you when I sober up!

I'm annoyed truth be known Jon. S keeps jumping to conclusions, and even when I explain things I get accused of lying. I can't do a thing right.

Beginning to think it would be better if we just didn't talk at all.


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Researcher 220282


smiley - sigh young people
well you know I wont get in the middle of this one.... might be daft but stupid I aint smiley - laugh

BUT! I think talking face to face may help ......I been there, done that and scripted directed the DVD/MP3 so it isnt hard to see what the problems and ghosts on both sides are.. and you are both guilty of finding problems that arnt theresmiley - groan ..its comes back to what I said about prejudgement
if you want to speak to S tonite you can ring my landline you've got the No havent you?


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Post 15

Stark - Off for a fortnight. See you when I sober up!

Yes mate, but I'm not sure what I'm going to do yet.

No matter how much I feel, I can't even be freinds with someone who is as quick as S to accuse me of lying and avoiding when all I've done is go for lunch!

Had it for 2 years before and it destroyed me. I'm never going there again.


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Looking from the outside I think you are both on a very slippery slope and I *know* if you two dont get it sorted it will end up with you both thinking one of two things 1) you dont what youve got till its gone or 2) what if?

No 1 is bad enough but the latter you say you've never had a nitemare No2 would haunt you alot longer than you think I know I've been there and it aint a nice place ( about as much fun as New Jersay winning the play offs)

But it will be able BOTH of ou facing and letting go or if you cant let go adapting to your fears I will help if I can I have a fair idea of how you both think and feel smiley - magic


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Post 17

Stark - Off for a fortnight. See you when I sober up!

I'd like to sort it out, but a little faith and trust would be nice. At present I don't think she trusts me at all.


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Researcher 220282


*removes smiley - witchs hat and dons Relate hat*


you both want the same thing and between the pair of you put together you dont know how to get it.
both have to learn to lock away or live with 'lil' and remember 'lil' is in the past, you both have to look to the future

I agree with what you say about faith and trust..... but smiley - erm maybe we should add openess to that .....leave it with me *quick hat change* smiley - magic


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Post 19

Serephina

Thats where youre wrong.. could make it easier for me though.

Someone i hate to even fecking mention cos makes my skin crawl,had the tendancy to be very evasive. It took a long while to start bothering me ,but ewhen it did it really did. he say one thing ,then another ,then another,then another..till i was like huh? so why did you say THAT then? ..n would never give me a straight answer to anything. ittle did i know at the time..he was just very fond of headgames (as well as other faults like getting pretty fisty and putting me down..all the time). All i ask of anybody now is that if i ever ask anything ,for whatever reason, just be totally straight..then im like oh ok then n dont get Lil.. avoid it n up it all comes.People dont usually avoid things without good reason anway.. or never have with me.
Im very trusting.. perhaps too much at times.. and at others i need a little help...and directness. Im sure ill be better
with time.. but i havent had much yet.. is only 6 months or so since all blew up.


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Post 20

Serephina

errrr simulpost smiley - ermsmiley - footprints

you should know you dont get more honest n open than me Jon.. and direct.


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