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gene admits defeat
Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs Started conversation Feb 4, 2005
I can't hack the stress at the moment which is why I haven't been about much. Its not my course - im loving that. Totally the best course in the world. Its not my friends either... i love them totally to pieces... i've had some bad days recently, with regard to my termination and my child... it would have been the official 1st birthday around now. that can't have helped much. Or that my old orchestral deskpartner, i discovered last friday, died in the tsunami and nobody knew. I can't help thinking of everyone i've ever met and wondering if they're happy. Or sad. or even still alive. I wonder if the old woman at number 4 when i lived in penshurst is still alive. or if this time next year anyone else will be dead that I know, but will i know about it. Maybe im thinking to muc of death, but thats what is in my head. Maybe. Maybe i think too much generally.
Since coming to uni i've been noticably happier... new life, new start and everything, yet still retaining the greatest things in my life from home. I've become a generally happy person, but now i find my down points worse than before and thats not nice at all. I don't know what I'm saying right now. hum.
gene is brilliant
Kat - From H2G2 Posted Feb 4, 2005
Well if your happy points are higher and more frequent that doesn't mean a net going down. Can you pinpoint what it is that's stressing you so much? You said what ISN'T stressing you but not what is. That would be a good start, and then you can tackle those stressful things one by one in REALLY small steps so that killing them isn't more stress in itself.
Maybe what I say isn't useful sorry. I hope it might be a bit.
I'm not a big one for doling out hugs etc at times like this, other people do that so forgive me on that front.
gene is brilliant
Saint Patrick Patron Saint of Depression: Here to haunt your dreams and stalk your waking hours Posted Feb 4, 2005
give me a bell if you d like to talk hun
gene admits defeat
Only Homo sapiens Posted Feb 7, 2005
I'd like to give some helpful advice but I'm not very good at that so I think I'll just say hope you are ok and that you find something helpful in what other people say!
Not one for random hugging sessions either cos that's not my "thing" in RL ('cept for v. close friends) or online but here are some smileys to brighten up your day 
Good luck with your course and the stuff in between too
gene admits defeat
JabberIPS Posted Feb 15, 2005
*huggles lots and lots* you know I'm here for you if you need someone to talk to... ven if i do randomly poke you all the time ... :P
gene admits defeat
Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs Posted Feb 18, 2005
nnnngh... the poke better not include a chip fork. im feeling a lil better... hummm.
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gene admits defeat
- 1: Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs (Feb 4, 2005)
- 2: Kat - From H2G2 (Feb 4, 2005)
- 3: Saint Patrick Patron Saint of Depression: Here to haunt your dreams and stalk your waking hours (Feb 4, 2005)
- 4: Only Homo sapiens (Feb 7, 2005)
- 5: JabberIPS (Feb 15, 2005)
- 6: Patron Saint of Kittens... aka Pantherlady THE Werepanther of h2g2 and Queen of BBNs (Feb 18, 2005)
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