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Post 41

Cybercat

I saw it
smiley - cuddle
Whats wrong this time?


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Post 42

Saint DIABLOS.P.O.D. -Patron Saint of Goths

owch that makes it sound like im a compulsive whinger


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Post 43

Cybercat

Sorry I didn`t mean it to soyund like that


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Post 44

Saint DIABLOS.P.O.D. -Patron Saint of Goths

sok


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Post 45

Cybercat

Now you`re taking the piss out of my spelling mistakes


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Post 46

Saint DIABLOS.P.O.D. -Patron Saint of Goths

no i always spell like that ive truely awful spelling


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Post 47

Cybercat

No you haven`t


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Post 48

Saint DIABLOS.P.O.D. -Patron Saint of Goths

you should see some of the essays i get back


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Post 49

Cybercat

You should see some of the work I do


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Post 50

Saint DIABLOS.P.O.D. -Patron Saint of Goths

smiley - cuddle


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Post 51

Cybercat

smiley - cuddle


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Post 52

Saint DIABLOS.P.O.D. -Patron Saint of Goths

ta, im just waiting to get kicked in the teeth again, i should know not to raise my hopes but everynow and then i break my own rules and end up hurt meh lifesucks


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Post 53

Cybercat

Well thats because you`re always looking at the glass as half empty
I keep getting told off for having lack of self confidence.
I`ve had a lot of s**t happen to me in my life and I`ve tried to commit suicide over 5 times but I have friends in RL and not in RL that have helped me through. I still get depressed but its because I drink heavily also.


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Post 54

Saint DIABLOS.P.O.D. -Patron Saint of Goths

i know what you talk of, my life has been extremely cruel, you should know that, ive tried far too many times much more than 5, yet im still here by one reason or other and despite drinking far too much ive yet to get drunk, it takes far too much and is far too expensive and ive simply yet to find my limit. Tuesday: i had 3litres of cider, 5 pints of cider, 10 k2s which is cheap vodka mix things 2 JDs and 1 Baileys and was still completely coherant and logical and could walk perfectly fine and straight i hadnt had anything to eat since 1 pm and id been going from 6pm to 3am and i didnt wake with a hangover or get one at all


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Post 55

Saint DIABLOS.P.O.D. -Patron Saint of Goths

im just a depressive tho, and when i do get happy people prefer me depressed meh


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Post 56

Cybercat

Well snap out of it!
I tell you what we`ll try to stop drinking together


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Post 57

Saint DIABLOS.P.O.D. -Patron Saint of Goths

ive only started drinking since october


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Post 58

Cybercat

I`ve been drinking for several years


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Post 59

Saint DIABLOS.P.O.D. -Patron Saint of Goths

soz


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Post 60

Cybercat

soz to you too
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