h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

November 24th 2003

I don’t remember where I left off. So the update will be really weird. First of all I should start with the fact that I’m sick, and I’ve been sick for quite a while. On Friday I lost my voice, and when the phone rang I had to whisper into the receiver, they almost didn’t hear me. Talking is still something that is very hard for me to do. I feel that I yell so hard and no sound is produced.

Thursday was the day of revelation. After a long talk with my friends about the difference between what women want and what men want. My friend told Michelle and me that guys want exaltation, and then he asked us what we want. After about an hour we still couldn’t tell him what we wanted. I’ve been thinking about it all night. Although, I don’t know anyone who wants the same thing. I think the perfect moment in my life would be sitting outside on a warm clear night with a person I like. I don’t want to talk or see that person, I just want to rest my head on his shoulder and hug him. In other words I don’t care how he looks (and this is true, proved by something that happened to me not too long ago), all I care about is his personality and spiritual connection. He will become beautiful after I get to know him. After saying this, I should probably go and kill myself, because I’ll never find anyone like that. However, I can find a really nice person, and that would be enough for me. So, this is what I want…..

Now about what happened on Friday. My friends and I went to the concert to see one of my friends playing viola. It was very (hm… what should I say) emotional? It is still the wrong word. Just a pleasant night of relaxation and live classical music…. And above all, with all my friends. While listening to the concert, I thought that there is no other place on Earth I would rather be right now. After the concert we played 1000 blank cards, which was oodles of fun!

To be continued later…..