h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Ok, I guess I’m back… well I’m here only to write about what’s going on in my life, which is, again, turning into something weird. Where do I start? My last few weeks at school were horrible. With all the exams and everything, I couldn’t sleep at all. My stress turned into deep depression several weeks ago when my sweet friend Guinea Pig died. It was so sudden, she died about five minutes before I came home. I cried so much that now I don’t have any tears left. At first it was hard to look at the dead body but then I put her in the box and couldn’t let go. Alone in the apartment I spent the whole day with her. By the end of the day she became heavier and colder…. It was very sick for my part to pet her dead body, kind of like “A Rose For Emily”, I couldn’t help it. I buried her at 8 o’clock in the evening and then it was raining for the next three days. My health is now very unstable since I’ve drunk a package of coffee in one week, I didn’t sleep, and still can’t eat. Then something good happened, a guy I liked asked me to the prom… He bought me a dress and his sister did my makeup and hair. The prom was awesome, I had a great time dancing for six hours straight. At the end our DJ played “Crazy Little Thing Called Love” for me, I was happy. At night we went over one of my friend’s house and watched a movie, I felt really good. This week is so bad… I had to go to school every day, when all my classmates were relaxing somewhere… I had to finish painting the mural, which no one from 6 people came to do, except me… grrrrrrrr…..Then something very strange happened, the guy who asked me to the prom said that he liked me and would want to date me, although I didn’t answer anything I was pretty happy. The next day was frustrating, for I didn’t know what to do or to say… and today, when we went to the mall I did something really stupid, as I usually do. I tried to hug him, he wasn’t that happy, so now I can’t face him again… The conclusion would be that he either played with me, or he was embarrassed of me…. In either way it means that I’m still ugly and better of without anyone… The problem is that I’m falling in love with that guy, and my heart is broken…. For the first time… it hurts so much…

Songs:
Prom – “Looks Like We’ve Made It”
Death of my GP – “All Dead, All dead” and “Bohemian Rhapsody”
Today - Madonna “Try To Understand” or something like that, Elton John “You Are The One” and Rod Stewart (anything)