h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

... I hope you didn't get that insane e-mail I sent you that hotmail said got delayed and maybe lost. It was written by a confused and frustrated mind. I just don't want to disappoint anyone by having to tell them that I'm "not working on that anymore"... but I mixed in a lot of crazy stuff. Anyway, the fact that you haven't replied means either you didn't get it (in which case it would seem like I've ignored your last e-mail), or you did get it (in which case you might've been put off by it, which is what I'm afraid of)... either way, it felt like an awkward silence.

I suppose you've figured out by now that when we first chatted, I had a looot of time on my hands, but now I have veeeerry little. I'm also trying to make sure I don't get internet-addicted again, and that I get enough sleep at night... which means I probably won't be online when you are. Just want to make absolutely sure that you know that I really am busy, and that I'm not avoiding you, even when I'm online and don't talk to you- it's just because I know I don't have time for a proper conversation. That's all. *has hang-ups about offending people*... *sigh*... well, I think that's all I had to say. I'm not trying to guilt-trip you... I hope I'm not coming off as too pathetic... though I feel rather pathetic right now... nearing my bed-time. Sleepy.

hi jen,

don't be silly,firstly i'm a realist & that realism is your thousands of miles away in another time zone which in it self is difficult to combat when you strike up a conversation/friendship with other people.

secondly i'd indeed be shallow if i thought you did'nt want to chat otherwise you would'nt be sending me postings/emails.

don't worry about it we'll chat when we chat,if you catch me on nights when your on break or if i catch you when i'm being an insomniac & your not pathetic i think its rather sweet you worry about how others feel,besides i have email i can always bore you to death with an extremely long letter of absoulute babble & innane madness....

although your that far away we've shared a few things & i count you as friend...i'm going to be on line friday,proberly late but i'll send you a couple of things if you do 't mind (know how you feel on forwardings etc) & may be we'll chat..

take care of yourself,don't worry to much about life & be good..
talk to you soon.



waz