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men.... ARGH!
Posted Feb 19, 2003
This is really eating at me...I mean damn I cant do anything right... Everything from chemestry to Dumping my boyfriend... Hell i've done it before... I can do it again... Right, I mean hes sweet... and all but annoying like my dad and Grandma... I love him andall but hell why? why do i like fat little three year old acting brats who only ask for one thing even though they know the answer is and will always be no???? there are a lot of times i just want to tell him to eat 
but then theres being with him i have to concele being the little sifi buff i am... its a pain, i can't do anything around him except tell him what to do... listen to him complane... i can't dye my hair anymore cause he wants the blonde with big tits that i definately am not and i hope never will be, just because i prefer black hair dosen't mean i'm defing him? he has little hissyfits... they drive me up the bloody wall. all my friends don't like him hell my best friend dumped him cause he was a total bore..... i can be a loud person at times yes but he shuts me up cause i'm "too embarising" heck hes fat and i don't tell him how embarrising he is at the ing pool do i? thats why i'm never going to the pool with him again..... and he askes for a bit much.... as if all the stuff he buys me is the "free pass" to my heart.... sure he's got my heart but not all of it.... he already screwd up 2 valentines days.... first one he gave me a bracelet ment for someone else...(a very spical girl aparently)....... then for the second one just so wouldn't mess up at all...... just get me some chocolate..... What did he do?.... gets me a CD player ... Shoot....Kind yes but i WAS saveing up my money for one I WOULD HAVE LIKED TO PICK OUT MYSELF!!!!!........ All i wanted was some bloody good chocolate... and he didn't get me SCHNAZZLE .... and to try to make up to me for "forgetting" he gives me his Left overs!!!!!!.............. For christs sake!!!!!!! its like hes 3 or something........ i Sawwy mommy here take mine.........Like he dosen't realize a thing.......... I have had my feelings hurt enough..... Like when we started going out at school he would ignore me...... IGNORE ME BECAUSE OF HIS SO CALLED "FRIENDS"................ Shit over half of my friends didn'tans don't like him..... Who still talked to him when her friends are around?.......... Me ? I have to hide......... "I'll be in my room makeing no noise and pretending i'm not there" to Quote HP and his prediciment........And he wants to get married?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?! Well if i'm going to have to hide the rest of my life I DON"T THINK SOOOOOOOOO He could run and himself for another few years.......... He always wants to hear from me and stuff....... Always calling me like he dosen't have any one else..... Sure he's in college...... and 18........... he is prefectly capable of makeing friends isn't he?????????????????????? Welll I'm sorry if he can't.......... He always talks about the "girl he met at school" trieing to hit on him to get me jealous............ BLAH REALLYY!!!!!..................i love him and all but hit on him????? when you don't even know him????? How come i don't see that possable????................................................ Hes a sweeter person then a good looker Ya Know??....... Easy on the eyes yes but flirt material?????????................ no................. Hell Homecomming dance was horrable too......... He didn't want to dance or anything........... slow dance sure........... wouldn't keep his lips off of me......he can't dance ............ I looked like crap too............. felt even worse............... only got our pics then left................ watched Rockyhorror pic show.....................the only highlight of my night.......................I could have done that with any of my friends....... Well must run....
~Qwert42
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Latest reply: Feb 19, 2003
not that i'm REALLY crazy
Posted Feb 12, 2003
Well Well Well Another day in pergitory...... Everyday getting worse by the minute..... OUCH getting maulled by my friends what a night mare......... and the dress issue continues....... still have to get set on a colour before i go looking....... right?............. not that it matters.................... nennyway.............. and finding a date is gonna be fun........ been thinking of skipping that step all together.............. looking around for something to do for a change......... as always there is nothing to do.........
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Latest reply: Feb 12, 2003
Shoot
Posted Feb 11, 2003
Take it away for convience.... I am really hateing life I can tell ya.... Bad grades... The WORKS!!!!! <- (me running) but all i have to do is start studieing......... (right like that works.... I failed my mid-term cause I studied) OH LORE. A new crush on top of it and o make things worse a baby of a boyfriend whose OBSESSED WITH MERRAGE!!!!!!! if things could only get worse..................... OH it did. Have my parents to consider about my grades and the fact that the new crush dosen't like me ya know?????? any nerd can understand right? no body loves me cause i'm weird???? not only that but i also have to pick out a dress for PROM first problem..... I NEED TO BE THE PREFECT BLONDE TO GET A DATE AT THIS SCHOOL!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? I HATE IT........ and i need to lose my glasses while I'm at it too
. you notice it all involves lots of $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ i don't have, just like any other person in the world. I have to start saveing up all my money form the Book Store to get my dress................ GReen.... Blue.... NOT RED... black...... I'de rather shoot myself rather then PINK BLAH. well I'll never know till I look. well thats life for me..... completely normal..... completely pointless.
Well gotta fly
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~~~Qwert42~~~~
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Latest reply: Feb 11, 2003
NEW Smileys?!?!?!?!?
Posted Feb 3, 2003
Well the place is doomedme and smileys.... MWAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA well there goes the naguborhood. It seems they now have one for all ocasions 
*breaking glass* didn't do it 
. hum brain burp 
. I can even edit all my and well this is some good really ing cool. LOL LA LA LA 
and my personal fav
Later
~Qwert42
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Latest reply: Feb 3, 2003
THE WHO
Posted Feb 3, 2003
MWAHAHA finely got my grimey paws on a WHO album heheh its got a few hits he he he Who are you n-stuff really good stuff Pin-ball wizard. other then thati'm bored...... GTG
~Qwert42 
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