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I never thought id find myself..

Post 21

aka Bel - A87832164

Sorry, I've napped, did the shoppings this morning and was really knackered when I got home smiley - puff
You've got a job ? smiley - wow, that's great, what will you have to do and is it for longer ?


I never thought id find myself..

Post 22

Serephina

don't worry smiley - laugh

It does seem awful quiet around here at the mo though!


It's just voluntary, at the 'sense' shop near me
,got to go back monday for an induction thingy so hopefully it'll go well..


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Post 23

aka Bel - A87832164

What is a 'sense' shop ?


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Post 24

Serephina

Sorry I forgot you prolly wouldn't lknow what i mean! smiley - doh Sense is a charity for people who've gone deaf/blind through rubella n such...its their shop.


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Post 25

aka Bel - A87832164

Tell me a bit more about it, what will you have to do ?


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Post 26

Serephina

oh other than being second hand stuff its a normal shop..in the way it works i mean.


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Post 27

Serephina

just realised thats prolly not what you meant smiley - dohsmiley - sleepy not sure what i'll be doing yet..it'll vary between sorting the stuff, putting it out n the till i expect..


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Post 28

aka Bel - A87832164

So checking the deliveries, storing goods away and selling them, I guess, atleast that's what I do at my work smiley - smiley


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Post 29

Serephina

simpost smiley - winkeye

and of course i won't get paid for it..its just to get me doing something for a few hours..


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Post 30

aka Bel - A87832164

smiley - laugh
Pity you'll not get paid, but it'll keep you from pondering and being so unhappy - I hope smiley - winkeye


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Post 31

Serephina

Thats the plan smiley - winkeye n it's something i've been meaning to do for a while now anyway..been doing quite a few things i'd been meaning to do but hadn't gotton around to.

I'm not feeling so bad anyway Claudia, sometimes no matter how much you want something to be right,it isn't,not quite, n i'd felt that for months..and as he said to me,it is easier to hope your doubts are wrong n they go away cos you do really love the person n want them to, than it is to say about them and risk hurting them needlessly. yes mistakes were made, we were bth naive..hes quiet so i didnt ask questions i prolly shouldve thatd got us to kno each other better cos i didnt want too push him, we didnt go out on proper dates n stuff much, cos he never asked, n i didnt want to push him, etc maybe thats what was missing, but then maybe it wasnt. i couldve tried harder with my innsecurities, but then he couldve tried harder to talk n open up to me! thats one of the main things i was insecure about..we both f*ced up,it didnt work out, but its done for now. maybe sometime in the future it'll be different, maybe it won't.. right now i just want my friend back..losing his friendship too, f*cking that up somehow would truly break my heart...


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Post 32

Genie

Thats wonderful news about the job! smiley - bubbly

It will also help you to get back into the swing of working life and perhaps you will be able to progress to a part time paid job while J is at school. smiley - ok


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Post 33

Serephina

I know smiley - bigeyes though i do want to do a course..i missed september sign up..but a lot start again in january..care or psychology/counselling..havent decided which yet..but bromley college do an hnd in counsellling if i want to go with that..


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Post 34

fords - number 1 all over heaven

Sounds good binty - and you'll also get the pick of new donations smiley - winkeye


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Post 35

Serephina

I'd only be interested in the books if they do that smiley - winkeye


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Post 36

fords - number 1 all over heaven

Even better! smiley - biggrin


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Post 37

Serephina

perhaps...


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Post 38

aka Bel - A87832164

They're not written in Braille, are they ? smiley - rofl


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Post 39

Serephina

smiley - laugh

none of the ones ive bought in there were ..


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