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aka Bel - A87832164 Posted Oct 13, 2004
Sorry, I've napped, did the shoppings this morning and was really knackered when I got home
You've got a job ? , that's great, what will you have to do and is it for longer ?
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Serephina Posted Oct 13, 2004
don't worry
It does seem awful quiet around here at the mo though!
It's just voluntary, at the 'sense' shop near me
,got to go back monday for an induction thingy so hopefully it'll go well..
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Serephina Posted Oct 13, 2004
Sorry I forgot you prolly wouldn't lknow what i mean! Sense is a charity for people who've gone deaf/blind through rubella n such...its their shop.
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aka Bel - A87832164 Posted Oct 14, 2004
Tell me a bit more about it, what will you have to do ?
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Serephina Posted Oct 14, 2004
oh other than being second hand stuff its a normal shop..in the way it works i mean.
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Serephina Posted Oct 14, 2004
just realised thats prolly not what you meant not sure what i'll be doing yet..it'll vary between sorting the stuff, putting it out n the till i expect..
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aka Bel - A87832164 Posted Oct 14, 2004
So checking the deliveries, storing goods away and selling them, I guess, atleast that's what I do at my work
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Serephina Posted Oct 14, 2004
Thats the plan n it's something i've been meaning to do for a while now anyway..been doing quite a few things i'd been meaning to do but hadn't gotton around to.
I'm not feeling so bad anyway Claudia, sometimes no matter how much you want something to be right,it isn't,not quite, n i'd felt that for months..and as he said to me,it is easier to hope your doubts are wrong n they go away cos you do really love the person n want them to, than it is to say about them and risk hurting them needlessly. yes mistakes were made, we were bth naive..hes quiet so i didnt ask questions i prolly shouldve thatd got us to kno each other better cos i didnt want too push him, we didnt go out on proper dates n stuff much, cos he never asked, n i didnt want to push him, etc maybe thats what was missing, but then maybe it wasnt. i couldve tried harder with my innsecurities, but then he couldve tried harder to talk n open up to me! thats one of the main things i was insecure about..we both f*ced up,it didnt work out, but its done for now. maybe sometime in the future it'll be different, maybe it won't.. right now i just want my friend back..losing his friendship too, f*cking that up somehow would truly break my heart...
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Genie Posted Oct 14, 2004
Thats wonderful news about the job!
It will also help you to get back into the swing of working life and perhaps you will be able to progress to a part time paid job while J is at school.
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Serephina Posted Oct 14, 2004
I know though i do want to do a course..i missed september sign up..but a lot start again in january..care or psychology/counselling..havent decided which yet..but bromley college do an hnd in counsellling if i want to go with that..
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