h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Think my tag says it all today. I am numb from the inside..unfortunately not numb enough not to cry.. yet.
Ill never understand why there is so much cruelty in the world..how one human being can want to go out of their way to hurt another.
.and enjoy it. Ill neer understand hy that keeps happening to me either.. Im not a super model..im nothing special at all.. but ive a very big heart n am aways trying to do right by everyone..especially those i care for.Maybe thats where i go wrong..care to much,try to hard,shoe too much love n kindess..but thats not a crime is it? certainly doesnt seem to me to warrent the tretment i get time after time..
Itd be easier not to have a heart at all when even true friendship is thrown in your face ..

your is important. never doubt it

your is important. never doubt it

It doesnt do me much good though.
..has never caused me anything but hurt in fact.Whodve thought caring .. lot..was a bad thing!

it will one day babes....i hope, otherwise i am screwed too

you don't wanna end up like the tin man in wizard of oz. be honest now

as foofighters sang, it's times like these we learn to live again, it's times like these time and time again.

so chin up and onwards

I cant stand the foo fighters..lol

N i really dont know anymore.. ive not had one single good experience to make me think hey..maybe it wont be a total waste of time one day!.One thing i have noticed though is i never learn! i still trust people n do my best not to judge them on the past..am still gulliable enough to mistake everyone for as genuine n sincere as me..! oh well i wanted a tatoo (was gonna get a little green butterfly on the left side of my chest)..maybe i should get arse magnet! done on my forehead..lol

i think you are beating yourself up a little too much.
how you felt is not a crime but now you have to let go. regain your feet and hold your head up. you're a big girl now, you surely won't let a setback like this rule your life for the next x amount of time?

i think you are stronger than this so how about you change your tag to something chirpy. positive breeds positive after all

I know..its just whenever i do that..something else happens! feels like ive spent x amount of years trying to dig out of the same shite pile !

I wasnt doing too bad till i got an email this morning that made me again. I was still hurting from something else (ex fiancee from hell who i only finally got shot of at new year)when all this started so its made things worse a bit.

Sorry for being an incorrigable grump at the mo.. ill be ok soon.
will try to think of something chirpy on the way dwn the road for some fags n chocolate!

n thanks

not a problem babes thats what i am here for

Hmmmmmm n theres was me thinking you were there for other things entirely ! .or employed for at em at least

Spose i should give a full job description sometime ..

Any way..really need a choccy fix..n gotta phone the damn social too.

you havent got a backside like an antique pin-cushion

True...

Feel like ive been battered with an emotional baseball bat though!


Still trying to think of a 'chirpy' tag..

how about: Serephina (bringer of the pie and chips)

or: Serephina (choccy and fag and wahey hey hey!)

or: Justme (back by popular demand)

Im not going back to Justme.cos going back to Serephina (it was my orignal usename when i first joined) was my final 2 fingers at my ex who didnt like it..n stopped me really being for some time!

N who told you i like chips?

Ill be patron saint of lost hearts (as well as muse of scattiness and goddess of evil moodswings n general stroppiness) after they get round to giving me a sainting ceremony! ..
ill think of a tag soon enough..
especially now im feeling better cos things have been resolved a little.

Hey hon, give us a smile tell you what, you wouldnt want to be like me, no heart, and a first class bitch, keep your heart, and you will be fine. Things turn around, just you wait, and remember, if you lose your heart, you will only turn out to be a cold hearted cow like myself. Keep smiling you if you need to talk, call me, but i go to work at 6.45.

You aint a cold hearted cow Candice.. you like to think you are..but i always did see straight through it

Things are better now.. n definately not how i thought !
'Mentally apologises for all the arsehole remarks.'

Nah, you cant see straight through me! lol Cold hearted, very happy with that lol

Glad things are better for you mate

*has a look around for any *

come out angel, i see ya

Maybe noone else can Candice ..but im not just anyone as you know.Im veryy perceptive n tend to see people as they really are


Have a good night at work