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Whore moans

Posted Mar 5, 2002

Surely the only reason for writing a journal in such a public space is the hope that it will be read by someone else.
Since that's extremely unlikely in the case of ANY of my personae there isn't really any point is there?
(Ah, the conceit of the rhetorical question.)

Oh well. One knows one's place, and in the main one is fairly content with it - or should that be resigned to it?
I do wish I had the courage to go to one of the meets though.
There's one coming up in Edinburgh. That's only about 100 miles away and there's a Caravan Club site with a bus service to the city centre.

It would be nice to be able to hover on the edge of the group in RL as well as virtually, but the risk of rejection is just too high.

Wow. What a load of drivel. Thank the gods no-one will ever read any of this. or see the accompanying tears.
Pathetic idiot.
Kind of cathartic.
A bit silly putting it here, where there's the tiny, remote danger, I guess.
Nah. Infinitesimably remote.
Just been trying to explain to Wumbeevil why any reasonably intelligent person would ever bother using those webcam places.
Try paralysing shyness that doesn't seem to operate when you're totally anonymous for a reason.
Or being appreciated....

Aye. Being appreciated can be a strong reason for many things can't it!
Ptui! Who needs other people when you have a whole world inside your head.

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