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Posted May 15, 2003
what I've felt
what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never be
never see
won't see what might have been
what I've felt
what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never free
never me
so I dub thee unforgiven
Metallica- "The Unforgiven"
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I've beared witness
to this place, this lair, so long forgotten
so pure, so rare, to witness such a lovely goddess
and I'd sell
my soul
my self-esteem
a dollar at a time
for one chance
one kiss
one taste of you my magdalena
A Perfect Circle- "Magdaleda"
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If I could say
The right words
I know I could make you stay
If I could say
The right words
Things would work out all right
And if you go
I won't believe
That it's forever
And you can go
But I'll never leave
Cause it's not over
And when we wrote this story
How did it end?
It was you and me for all our lives
Come on, don't say it
We'll try again
And if I'd just hold you
We could last
But she stands softly
Tears down her face
This is the end
I'd wait here for you
But there's nothing more now I can do
The Offspring- "Denial, Revisited"
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And as the walls come down and
As I look in your eyes
My fear begins to fade
Recalling all of the times
I have died
and will die.
It's all right.
I don't mind.
I am too connected to you to
Slip away, to fade away.
Days away I still feel you
Touching me, changing me
Tool- "H"
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und dann hat er sie geküsst
wo das Meer zu Ende ist
ihre Lippen schwach und blass
und seine Augen werden nass
Der letzte Kuss ist so lang her
der letzte Kuss
er erinnert sich nicht mehr
Rammstein- "Nebel"
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Then next phase
Posted Feb 24, 2002
My roommate moved into his new house today, and he took everything with him, literally. The only things left in my room are my computer and my bed. Though technically he's still living in the dorm (there's a $350 contract breakage fee if he leaves officially), I know I'll be seeing a lot less of him. For the most part, I'm glad he's gone. It means no more putting up with any of his late night movies, crappy music, and stoner friends. On the other hand, he was my best freind throughout all of middle and high school, and it depresses me that we grew so far apart so quickly. I guess this means it's time to move on to the next phase of my life. I'm in a relatively new place, I suppose I should take some iniciative and meet some new people. But for now, I must stop stalling and start studying for my statistics test tomorrow.
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