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Have you not read my last two journals? its all there..i think the 'my' one goes through all the different things ive felt since tuesday night.. its clearer now, but i still dont 'really' understand n it hurts like hell..

You'll be ok

I know..things are looking better anyway turns out it was a rash decision through needing some space to work out how he really felt n going about trying to get it the wrong way..still loves me.I've sugested going back to the beginning, starting over n trying to get to know each other properly, cos thats what i think was missing, we just did thigs the wrong way, n hes considering it.. but we will at least be friends..

I'm glad you're trying again

I wish you all the best and I hope everything turns out great for you

I think you got me wrong there we're noy trying again..yet..though he hasn't ruled it out. Giving it a bit of space for the mo..


hows things with you?

Oops sorry

Everythings going ok with me thanks and hopefully in a few years I'll be living somewhere abroad if I can help it

Werent you sposed to be moving in with someone youd been seeing? that was a while ago granted..

Not anymore, I got rid of him, he was being an a**hole

No one at the mo then?

I don't know if it helps or not at the mo,that not always handling things great n hurting me that way Justin was never an a*sehole..it's always easier to get over an a*sehole than someone who treated you well cos you can be angery with them!

Tell me about it!

So if you don't mind me asking why did you break up? I thought you were really good together...

i don't know really.. just went funny, got me really insecure n then said something was just missing! although i'd had doubts too, idve been willing to try though! i think there mudstve ben other stuff going on that i didnt know about, as he seemed to be needing space for some reason..bu telling me all was ok at the same time! has hnted since that there is other stuff troubling him now..so maybe there was then too!
wanted to be friends, seemed really sincere in that n his apologies for handling it badly..and has pretty much ignored me since! ..only saying neds space (after im there when you can forgive me!)

so i guess it cant've been all that good! im still waiting for him totell me if hes totallly made his mind up too, as last i heaard he was still on love with me (admitted when i asked) , hadnt totally made his mind up what he wanted, and would give thought to trying again!

what was it with you? are you still talking?

my email addy is [email protected] if youd rather talk offline

Men are weird.

I sent you an email

not got anything yet ..

Try now