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Hi Kaz

Would you like to bring me up to date with what is going on - I am definitiely confused. Feel free to use my e-mail address.

Blessings,
Matholwch /|\.

Hi Kaz

I have read the exchange between you and Az and now understand a bit of what happened. If you ladies want to leave it there I shall leave it alone, but if either one of you would prefer a rapprochement then I am happy to try and help.

I have asked if you would like to reconsider your unsub from The Sanctuary as this is exactly the reason it was set up. Perhaps if you both want to talk quietly through this then we could do it there?

Anyway it is up to you.

Your friend,
Matholwch /|\.

Theres nothing to add really.

A lot of people asked me to make up with Az, to make their lives easier, but when I asked them to re-read the convo, they all understood and stopped asking me.

Az has made it clear that she is not bothered, she feels that I do this to her all the time, and then makes up again. I feel it was the last straw and friendship doesn't exist like this.

The consensus seems to be that I huff and puff and get upset and then get over it the next day. IE fickle and shallow. Not this time.

Anyone who defends the right for someone to take the piss out of abused people on a thread which supports abused people, is no friend of mine. I don't know why KerrAvon was on my page on the first place, we are not friends. Yet to continue to post after I explained the type of people who post in my journal, was extremely insensitive.

I have not lost any friends, as friends do not treat you like that. As for all those here who find me inconvenient because they like both myself and az, never mind, I don't come here much anymore anyway.

I only talk to those now, who understand where I am coming from.

As a child I was told to keep quiet. I will not be told to keep quiet as an adult, I have earned my right to tell the truth of the damage abuse does. Maybe some people don't want to read the icky stuff, but then they don't have to come and read my journal do they?

I maybe wrong to assume, but I know you get on better with Az then with me, so don't worry about your choices!

Kaz, kaz, kaz...

I'm not making a choice. I have no need to. You are both my friends and I love both of you (please look up love on my h2g2 homepage).

I had hoped you could find a rapprochement for your sakes, but it is no less convenient for me to know you separately. Do you really think I am that shallow?

You will remain my friend until you decide you no longer need this old druid about the place. I don't eat much and will hide in the closet when you have friends around .

Many Blessings,
Matholwch /|\.