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So long and thanks for all the fish..
Posted Nov 23, 2011
Well all that drama below turned out mostly harmless.
A long time ago, never ended up with either girl (thank goodness!!) one is still the great friend/little sister she was always meant to be(god young hormones!!) and the other long gone after pulling me down.
Now as intro moved on and tearing at the fabric of life!!
-C-
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Latest reply: Nov 23, 2011
life some more...
Posted May 26, 2003
it is incredable,
i have had a truly shit day at work, i mean u might think that having the earth destoryed is a shit day, but knowing that it will be there the next day is even worse!!
here i am in l,ove with someone, and living with them and plannin to move cities with them, when i find that i have slowly but surly fallen in love with someone else a well, it is all screwy, but i am so confused, i guess i gotta bite a bullet some where and either tell the new ne wat i feel, and desotry the current, or risk something that could be great and settle for wat i have, it is a fine line...
any way, wine awaits.... any comments are readable, but i will decide if i like wat ui say... oh well. arrrgh the scilence is deafining!!
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love, and its many twists...
Posted May 25, 2003
well here is a story, that is indeed a screwy one..
whe you know someone for a number of years, and are close to them, but all along you are really falling in love with them.. and you go through a real bad patch, and they are the only person there for you, but you get through the bad patch, and you keep this person as a friend, because that is what they are. so you get involved with someone, and in time love eventuates, so now you are in love with someone, and they are increible, amazing and all that. then you realise. that this friend that has always been there, has become more that a friend in your heart, infact you harbour a love for them that is stronger than you could have ever realised.
so there is a messy situation.
i am with someone, that i love and cherrish, and yet more and more recently have discovered that a friend that has been there for years has developed into a love as well...
i feel that both loves are strong, one forged on years of time and companionship, and the other from togetherness and compatibility, it is hard to describe, but it is annoying...
we are all friends, my current partner met my friend and get along well.
we just all went for a trip, and ended up all squashing into a bed together, and it was so squashed at one point i had one girl on each shoulder asleep, so there i was, with perhaps the 2 loves of my life, one asleep on each shoulder, and yet neither knows the perdiciment.
ahhh love and its trials!!
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Latest reply: May 25, 2003
life:
Posted May 9, 2003
well here i am, in wellington, living with the girl i love, and the cats i own, 400km away from my coach and my fencing, from the only real friends i made and kept, 400km away from where i feel my future lays,
working in a supermarket, managing a freezer and a store room, valued employee and all round nice guy..
but is it where i want to be??
2yrs ago i was a top notch fencer, that just needed to stay sober and out of as many girls pants as i was in, to knuckle down and train, and be the best i could be...
but then i was too young to take full advantage of it all, now i have seen what i missed and want it back... but it could very well come at the cost of the girl, that i have been with for 15 mths, that makes me smile when i am down, and still makes me work to be hers, in short i love her, but at what cost should you follow love?
i am sure there are so many girls i could fall in love with, but is iut worth the risk of wasting this one,
they all seem so perfect from the inside (relationships). and so hard to let go of, always seeming like the last one you will ever have, "if i cant make this work, i will be alone for ever..."
sounds familiar rite?
craig.
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Latest reply: May 9, 2003
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