h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Hey I wrote a sorry note in my space for anyone who missed me. I understand you are mad but you have to understand my situation and the pressure I'm under. I really don't desearve anything and I just feel that my exsitance is unimportant and that I should go somewhere far away. My friends shun me. My teachers shun me. My family shuns me. And so does H2G2(only according to you and another). Why must I go on with a battle I shall never really feel apart of? Why must I be wripped of everything I hold dear? Why do humans hurt me? Why do I hate me? Why can't I be what I want to be? Why can't People accept me? Why can't I get a part? Why do people say things they don't mean? When you cut me will I not bleed? (I know that is from someway but I can't think of from where) Why do people not see the real me? Why do people just say ok I don't like that person or that peron is weird they are bad. I just don't get it. My world around me is crushing me. I'm sufficating and no one will look my way. I see others in pain and I try to help them,but how can I help them when I can't breathe. I write stories of sadness and pain and I never see the connection. Why can't I accept me?


Sprangle

:: eyes flare:: Ok first off no we did not say that u were shuned , in H2G2, we just said u were missed, anyway Jon might have said something about Dragonfly would have already kicked you out, but that was it and ur not a CAT rememeber. And stop it, you are SO NOT Shunned by ur friends! and please stop feeling sorry for your self, i know you'll probably get all mad at me for saying that, but after reading the first two lines, that's what it sounded like, and I'm under a lot of pressure too. I swim and HAVE to keep A's and B's so I understand I also have the problem of death to cope with right now. Although feeling sorry for ourselves works for a while eventually you have to face the music and realize your not alone and feeling sorry for yourself doesn't work. I should know I'm facing it now and trust me it isn't a pretty picture!!!
Much Love,
Ice Fang/Sakki
PS. You know my name parinoa......