h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Hello, my name is sunshine and my boy friend af 2 years commited suicide may 27 2002. He was 24. He did it while listenig to Acid Bath when the kite strings pop. I dont hold aginst the band they are by far my most faved band of all time and his as well. Why he did it I have many ideas but none can be certian. I do miss him. But I must go on living. I have no idea why I write this mabie cause I talk to no one at all about this and I am not exspecting any response. But if there are some I would be happy to see them.I wrote a poem if it interest you.....Will not the deepening darkness brighten the glimmering star? Then when the night is upon us why should the hart sink away when the midnight is over watch for the breaking of day, and another....Tear my dreams as if I had no soul. Throw my hopes as far into the stars unreachable to me. Its not finished