h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Blimey, she sounds lovely... friend of yours then? feel free to rant, I'm like a rock in the ocean. And as far as work goes, do what they keep telling me..think of the money! I resigned four times last week, it's an all time record but they just refuse to take me seriously. I'm applying for a relief management post now though, so if I get it there'll be more hours, more (dare I say it) responsibility, but a lot less dogsbodying. She hopes.
My friends threw me a surpise party for my sixteenth birthday, it was so excellent, I didn't have a clue and everyone was there...it brought a lump to my throat, I'll tell you!
I'm currently tapping away when I should be sleeping, I have work in a few hours, but the insomnia's really bad just lately, I didn't sleep at all last night and about two hours the night before. When I do sleep I keep having horrible nightmare's and I wake up shaking and have to check the whole house to make sure I'm alone. I dunno, I think I need therapy or summmat!!
Anyway, keep smiling

obviously. youre smoothed and covered with algae?!?!?!? lol.... i think that is a record. gl with the app. i hope im not repeating myself, but i dont think ive asked... what kinda work do you do??? thats pretty cool. for some reason, my family is known for throwing surprise parties... but mainly for other people in the extended fam. i told some of my friends here about the convo i had with the girl about the surprise party, and when they heard what i said about me deserving a party as much as her, half the people there busted out with "dude, of course were throwin a party when you leave." made me happy. ive been having trouble sleeping and some nasty dreams too. i had one where i was sitting in the lobby, and i saw 2 dogs right at the door trying to get in, and i freaked out because of the wolfdog thing, and then all of the sudden i was tripping, and my friend collin was holding my hands down on my chest and putting his weight behind it... and i started to panic, and my mind was racing, and i was trying to help myself out by telling collin to let go of me, but i couldnt talk, which scared me more... til i realized i was trying to talk in my sleep, about a dream, with my own hands folded on my chest... it was pretty scary though. ive had some ultra-intense and vivid dreams, the most noticable one being the flying dreams. ive had dreams not where i see myself flying, or im in a plane or anything like that, but where its my point of view, and im floating in mid air, in my room the way its setup as it is, and i could feel the air moving around me. once i started moving, i felt myself knock something over. it was so realistic and believable, i started to get worried about how i was gonna hide the fact that im flying from my rents. i proceeded to figure how to control myself, and i took off... i ended up flying over some marshes near some body of water, and it was so realistic and scary, i forced myself to wake up. even thought i know it happened during a dream stage, i thoroughly believe i can fly if im in the right mental state while im going through dream stages. im also pretty damn sure ive astralprojected, but i dont know much about that, so im not gonna talk aboot it. most people think im crazy when i tell them i can fly, but reality is perception, and if im the only one who can perceive me flying, then thats ok with me. i love my dreams...


~plurrrneedsanaptocheckuponthequalityofhisdreams

I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I USED to be a care assistant at a home for the elderly, and now I'm a manager!! COOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!
Hey, I believe you can fly, cos I truly believe I've done it myself. I also have a recurring dream where I stand at the top of the stairs and launch myself, and I fly right out the door and outside...I learnt a kind of meditation exercise when I started having trouble getting to sleep that involves structered breathing, and I 'send' myself up and away...I can see things, images, but they're like the images you see when you close your eyes and there's a sort of after-image for a few seconds??? It's extremely relaxing and I always feel a sort of giddiness, like when you've just got off a fast fair ride, it's wierd....



stoop.

CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats cool, i know a couple people who do that. im glad im not the onl one. your style of meditation sounds auxillarating (sp?). i had another couple of vivid dreams these past nights... one about driving for the first time in months, another about being late for my flight home, and another one about... i forget... but it was pretty and it was more of an astralprojection, because i remember seeking someone out, and their then being in their presence. ive noticed a trend with my dreams; they usually evolve out of fears though they are not often nightmares, they are extremely vivid to the point where i sometimes confuse them with reality (esp with projections), and they always feel very meaningful. i absolutely love and cherish my dreams. they keep me on my toes, and they keep me creative and inspired. now im just rambling because im tired, and i need a hot shower, and a nice long nap, but i kinda wanna go to this show with some sisters who ive been hanging out with lately. really cool girls... plus my horoscope has been off the charts as far as relationships and romance goes, so im waitin for somethin to finally happen, thoughi dont know what. im off to figure out what to do. chow.



~plurrrreallyoverloadedwithpartyinglatelyandneedstogethealthysoon

....I really believe that you should take notice of your dreams, I think that they are the 'key' to your life and what's going on in your mind...
*go have a shower*
....you're tellin' me you STILL haven't found someone to love and cherish??? Go party, and let me know how you went on...
Still single *again* and I would be lonely, 'cept I'm too busy!!!

-stoop,

i ended up takin a shower, goin to the show with the sisters, seein the last 5 songs of the band, goin to another club and deciding we werent going in... then back to the dorm. now, theres this big controversy about whether or not the younger one likes my friend collin, who could either way like or not like the girl, depending on how she felt. and im confused because erin keep inviting me to go hang out with both sisters, but she made a pass at one of collins friends, and the older sister almost always ends up talking to me more, and seems to enjoy the company more, and is always outwardly happy about me chillin with her.... plus shes said a few things to me like "i didnt hear you bidding" at the date auction, and im the only person other than her sister and ex-bf who ive sen her kiss on the cheek... so i dont know what the hell to think. plus there stephanie who i think has backed off a bit... but not quite. ok... if i had to pick a girl in tennessee, between steph, erin, or amanda... i think i would hafta say..... amanda. steph is not too bright, too flirty, and too hyper. erin seems to be interested in other guys, plus if collin is possiblyyy interested, then he should go for her, and theyd make a cute couple. itd be amanda, not by default, but because shes very realistic and outspoken and she doesnt bulls**t around. very straight-forward, very intelligent, and has a unique sense of humor... AND shes a bartender. im pretty intimidated seeing as shes 21, but i tend to go for older girls...... GAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im sorry for boring you with all this, but its a good excuse for me to type things out and get it on electronic 1's and 0's. it helps to clear my head and keep a record of events. thank you SOOOOOOOOOOOO much for being an open ear to all of this. it really makes my life a lot less hectic. ::playing mad crazy bass for his new band thats only gonna last a week:: more news as it developes.


~plurrrrocksout

haze. ive been home for a couple of weeks, and ive been pseudo busy catching up with friends and partying. being out of tennessee cleared some things up for me. collin is now offically dating erin. amanda is having problems with her boyfriend that almost no one knew about. they were looking at engagement rings one day, the next he doesnt want to ever see her again. ive hung out with rebecca a few times since being back, and just being around her makes me the happiest ive been my whole life. i still need to get the guts up to ask her how she feels. thats my biggest project right now. other projects include fixing up the car, getting a job, sorting through my old friends (and deciding which to keep), maintaining my new tennessean friends, unpacking/cleaning/laundry, figuring out summer plans, and then the obvious adjusting to life with the rents again. some things are better. i can use more "descriptive" language around them. im more honest. i can hang out with them and have a good time. my brother is now a riot and a blast to goof around with. and i appreciate always having a dog to welcome me home. its also good havign a car to drive, and knowing where im going. its still a big adjustment. whats goin on with you? i havent heard from you in almost a month. did you forget which planet to go home to after you hit the pubs? w/b


~plurrrreallymournsourmutuallossofDA