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unlife

my friend is in the hospital and her husband died yesterday. they had a house fire and he saved her, but then didn't make it himself. i am so sad. i'm a wreck. they told me when i walked into work yesterday and then i had to stay all eight hours. i was so tired when i left. i'm still extremely tired today even though i slept so many hours. i really don't want to go to work. i'm emotionally exhausted and want to sleep, think and regroup. but i can't. she's not immediate family. i'm trying to wake up this morning. i wanted to go see if i could visit or at least bring flowers or something. i can hardly keep my eyes open. i have to be to work in 2.5 hours and if i don't move now, then i won't have time to stop because she is on the other side of the city. i also feel distant. i want everyone to leave me alone. almost everyone. suddenly everything seems like it is too much for me to handle. i don't want to see anyone for a few days and they keep asking me if i'm going to be allright. YES!!! I'll be fine. I'm okay alone. I just want to think, sleep, and get my thoughts back together. So stop asking me, especially if you've already asked me once.

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Latest reply: Dec 19, 2000

midnight in the 'zoo

don't know why one gets 'addicted' to websites... or maybe they don't and it's just me. it's heaven for a person with ADD (which, i may add, i have absolutely no complaints about...i think i have more fun than others...frustrating at times, but great for the most part, but i'll save that for another time) anyhow, i was going to go to bed about two hours ago and i'm STILL here... it amazes me that there are this many people on this site... i still get excited when i meet anyone who understands 42. i keep thinking of getting a bumper sticker that says just that, in hopes of meeting someone who 'gets' it. can't quite say where i got my sense of humor, glad i have it, life is way too funny, but hard to find any like-minded souls...

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Latest reply: Dec 4, 2000


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