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Personality disorder test
Posted Jul 31, 2004
Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low
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The Shower
Posted Jul 31, 2004
Standing still the water cascading down my face,
tears sear my soul apart,
slowly one by one they mingle running down my body
soap!
soap!
I need to be clean
soap!
soap!
every wrinkle a stain
puffy faced,
rubbed raw skin,
I need to be thin
I need... I need...
the blood trickles,
hypnotic swirls twirl round the plug hole
tomorrows another day
another day
another day so they always say
tears, sweat, blood,
mixing again in all these years,
I wished these times would never come
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Blood and Fire
Posted Jul 31, 2004
Firstly this isnt my song it is quite clearly the Type O Negative song from Bloody Kisses but Im finding it a very useful song atm.
No more nights.
Of blood & fire.
Yeah I always thought we be together.
And that our love could not be better.
Well with no warning you were gone.
I still don't know what went gone.
You don't know what I've been through.
Just want to put my love in you.
No more nights.
Of blood & fire.
All those special memories.
Now I bleed for you - burn for me.
Perhaps I was just dreaming.
When I think these things had real meaning.
You don't know what I've been through.
Just want to put my love in you.
Love eternal.
Lust eternal.
Bleeding, burning.
Needing, yearning.
I see your face in every flame.
With no answers I have only myself to blame.
Of all the women I have known - they're not you.
I'd rather be alone.
No more nights.
Of blood & fire.
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Hell
Posted Jul 28, 2004
"I'm in hell and I'm alone" "I'm in hell and I'm alone!!"
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Honey I'm home
Posted Jul 27, 2004
Heyas all well its a tanned purple haired Paddy back from Turkey. All went pretty ok other than everyone thinking my mother and I were a couple. So I was not happy at all about that. Either I look really old or she looks really young. Anyway Ill fill in more details when Ive proper time
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