h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Hand on heart I really did not mean to come across as condescending as I did. There's a reason why I try to avoid the internet when I'm really tired and haven't had enough tea.

Thanks Mr. D for coming here, I appreciate it.

To be honest I sometimes get overcome by bitterness here every so often.

I think its to do with not being able to sort out the situation with kea.(.I don't know if you know about our falling out.).so it comes out in other places.

It appears she wants to punish me forever by not talking to me about it...and for a bipolar that's just so punishing and hurtful. We need to *talk* to try to put things right.

But yes when I'm very tired the hurt stuff is worse and the anger.

There's no getting away from it its a *fact* that we are very emotional people. But we have to live with that.

But thank you very much for coming here and talking.

Oh and I'm going to keep well away from type of threads from now on..because I really can't stand them..and I don't want to inflict my problems on them.