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Secretly Not Here Any More Started conversation May 6, 2008
... seeing as you unsubscribed before I had a chance to justify my comment.
"Yeah, it's true. I'm out to get you. With my sinister agenda too...
Yes, they have all sorts of comedy and irony where I come from.
Then again, I also went to a high school located conveniently close to a dual carriageway.
Then again, I had at least one schoolfriend hit by a bus.
Then again, I had my father crippled by a man in a van.
So, y'know, I might not unleash that aforementioned sense of humour when someone's equating dangerous driving with fun. I know you weren't being serious when you said that to Vicky, but it still hit a nerve.
And for Bob's sake. I am NOT out to get you. You made a comment I disagreed with, I drew attention to it. That happens in EVERY thread in this place. Do you honestly that you think someone disagreeing with you is some sort of underhand plan to bring about your downfall?"
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Effers;England. Posted May 6, 2008
Okay thanks for this Psych.
It's just that I still feel very vulnerable after that ban, because of my stupid behaviour. I do sometimes express myself in a way that can be interpreted in a certain way.
I know I'm a bit OTT sometimes. But I'm genuinely a caring person. But this damn bipolar thing I have sometimes makes me feel incredibly vulnerable, here and in real life. It's bloody diificult sometimes, in terms of my judgement.
I love this place, and feel I contribute a lot of good things most of the time in my funny way.
But thanks for taking the trouble to speak to me here. I think its good I've unsubbed in my present circumstances. I don''t want the eds getting the wrong idea.
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Effers;England. Posted May 6, 2008
Oh and sorry for lazily mispelling your name.
*Psycorp*
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Effers;England. Posted May 6, 2008
Oh and one more thing. Yes I know it's embarrassing to make 3 posts in a row...
But I've thought more about what you said about your personal bad experiences from lunatic bad driving idiots. I genuinely understand what you are saying, and feel sympathy, (and no this isn't just about me trying to be nice, (though i am ).
I genuinely feel exactly the way you do. It totally enrages me the way some people drive around here. I'm absolutely aware of the *literal* dangerousness of dangerous driving.
And I should have been more sensitive in the way I expressed myself because of some people's bad experiences from road accidents. It's complicated.
My uncle, who I loved, beyond what I can ever explain was killed in a motorbike accident, more years ago than I'd like to admit, and I still cry about it now. I understand exactly what you are saying.
Sorry.
And apologies for multi posting, . I frequently do. But I felt I hadn't properly acknowledged what you first said to me, which was important....
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Secretly Not Here Any More Posted May 6, 2008
You don't have to apologise, it's fine.
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