h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I really ought to go to bed to be fresh for tomorrow...but I'm not tired.

Took a tiny bit of an anti-psychotic..to help sleep. Too much and they make you horribly groggy.

They are not meant to be sleeping tablets but they do help with that.

I'll be taking some with me tomorrow though. they do help with giving you psychological defences. I don't want to get carried away in the crowd.

But I suppose the police will keep things well in order outside. It should be fun I hope.

Full journal report will be given, plus photos.

trying to sleep now..or at least bit of music first. the result isn't heard to mid arfernoon...so its not a real panic if I'm a bit late..but hopefully not. I will defo be going tomorrow if it kills me better than a car crash

Right I'm catching the 11.48 from Nunhead to London Blackfriars. It's about 1/2 mile walk then.

Yes I won't be there for the 11.30 time of the actual hearing.

But I'll only be outside in any case..and the result doesn't come until mid afternoon..I think this is more realistic for me as something to cope with.

And if the result goes against I won't be off to the farm.

I'll respect the Law, if the decision goes against..

I'm so determined to get the SAS tunnel made this week. But its scary how these days I don't make stuff happen anymore.

I think it's my terrible problems with concentration..although it doesn't affect writing posts here.

I had incredible concentration powers when younger..but its all gone wide angled lens now..But there are good things to that. Nature comes in on me more. But if I could only get that tunnel made I'd be able to experience that more.

Even things like looking up at the sky are amazing when in the garden..and different cloud formations and wind directions.

How on earth am I going to get that SAS tunnel made?

It just sits in a heap in the kitchen beside all the rods scattered beside it. And i can't imagine reading that email again.

I just keep thinking of those very tiny pockets with those annoying slits..which make no sense. And how on earth could I photograph them?

I keep seeing it made in my mind. But can't can't confront making that happen.

This is *so* unlike me.

Jesus I made a wall without bricks stand up.

This is so pathetic. And yet its what I now am

Unpacked tent which I have high hopes will be a much better option than the tunnel.

It is everything that pile of rubbish wasn't.

Quality in every respect. Metal rods not cheap plastic. Seams high quality. All guys and pegs came with it. Clear instructions for erection. Brilliant design IMO. Spacious for a small tent.

I got the 2010 version off Ebay for a 1/4 of original price.

Worked out how to put it up in about 15 minutes.

Shall try tomorrow.

I'm going to sleep in my tent tonight.

Don't know what time..but I shall. And it's gonna be good.

I'll keep the door open so I can fall asleep looking at the stars.

It'll be Romantic.

I'll be connected..

Going well. Just woke up as I do these days after 2 or 3 hours.

Very starry night. I love this tent, unlike that SAS tunnel.

Weather very calm though. I'm looking forward to the first rainy and windy night.

It's such a weird thing I'm doing..and I don't even know entirely why I'm doing it

Woke around 7. Cold. That sleeping bag is no way polar..well actually it is in another way

But I made it through the night with only one break.

Came inside just as Stripey was arriving for her pre-breakfast.

Sunny mild lovely day....no wind.

Birds singing like crazy. God I love Nature.

But I want a windy rainy night for sleeping out. This tent is designed for the strongest winds.

Have heavy cold that was made worse by sleeping out night before last.

Won't sleep out again until cold defo better.