h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

but without the chasing you won't get anywhere.

Yes but it never did any good. If i had asked what i was going to on monday i would have only been met with another maybe somewhen.

and would that be so bad?

stop it please. You're just contradicting yourself you know that don't you. 3 years and i've got nowhere. i think something would have happened by now if it was going to but it hasn't.

And you're making me depressed thinking about it

don't worry. Lighten up. throw a custard pie at yourself.

Do you actually have any idea of what i was going to ask. It wasn't as if i was just going to mearly ask her out. This was going to be the BIG question. If you bear this in mind i think it may be quite clear as to why i'm laying low and fully thinking about it before launching into anything.

ok, I thought I knew what you were going to say, but now you've thrown me. BIG question?

what did you think i was going to say? I'm thinking of asking only i need a suitable place

Okay as you're usualyy quite poor at these guessing things i'm going to tell you. I was going to ask her to marry me. I don't know if you realise how big this is but it's kind of rest of my (and her)life stuff. It's what I want but i couldn't live with anybody else after asking. Infact I find it hard to love anybody else now.

That is what I thought when you said the BIG question. but discarded it.
But shorly if she won't go out with you she definately won't marry you, you thick

You'll just make a fool out of yourself, though she might actually say "no" instead of "maybe somewhen."

I know that and that's why i've been ignoring her. altough it's very hard. The thing that gets to me is that i don't think anybody actually realises what seh means to me and what i've been through.

I UNDERSATND BUT I CAN'T ACCEPT

So.


Would you like to read a lyric i wrote.


No?


Oh well.


I love your eyes that never open
I love your smile so very still
I love your face so cold and white
That left your mother in a fright
I love the bullet in your head
Your prom dress was black now red
I love the way that all your lies
have turned me into a killer

very nice, I didn't read it but very nice.
Here's a lyric 4 u, I didn't write it but hey...

Children are lovely,
before they ugly,
and learn to do bad stuff,
Flowers are pretty,
before they get s***y,
and rot and turn to dust...

(Vandals)

Sounds like kurt cobain

no, it's a Vandals lyric from the song "Flowers are pretty" on the album, "Look what i almost stepped in..."

it's similar to his style though.

I'll just have to take your word for that...

Buy nevermind. Its very user friendly

but i've already got sooooooooo many albums to buy anyway!!!
The Bouncing Souls are next on my list...