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Sharkbait Started conversation May 10, 2005
Very Sorry About that.
An hour after I promised myself I would be in bed, my computer has just managed to cope with restarting - Definately not a happy bunny.
On the other hand, having had the computer crash as I type a message, bursting into tears, calling Dad, Managing to eat a nice pasta meal, changing my bed and doing the washing up I now feel a bit calmer.
You are right, I was going out because people had asked me out (and wont be going out with them again), but I wasnt in bed, soley because I was too lazy to move from the computer!
Have however, now decided that the bag is going back! You're right, but its not that its NOT important, but that I just dont suit girly bags, Rucsaks are MORE important!
So, here is the NEW IMPROVED Sharkbait...
Ax
Ps. Thanks for recommending the boathouse
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Mutant Posted May 10, 2005
very sorry about what? You don't have any reason to apologize to me
mmmm your computer still not working? If you give me a list of symptoms I would still be happy to see if I can help you I'm always there to help.
You sure didn't seem to have a good evening sad to hear that
they still didn't arrive did they? I know the feeling of being to lazy to move from the computer Experiencing the same thing right now hehe
:D you gotta love a girl with a rucsak
improved sharkbait? You can't improve on perfection but happy for a little different version of everyones favorite sharkbait
going to bed, sorry for being so short..... here is a little something I hope will make you feel better
and a little peck on both cheeks
don't tell anyone about that, then everyone will assume I'm nolonger afraid of people getting close
Mutant
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Sharkbait Posted May 11, 2005
A New day, but still a very sharkbait.
I failed to go to sleep last night, stayed up reading till 2. Thought today I was going to get up go to uni and go for a swim, but got half way up the road when my mate rang to say it was shut. hmm, So I came home, watched my computer crash twice, took my sarong (almost a ) and went and read in the park oposite, Its gone really hazy though, so am now back home trying to get some of that todo list done before GOING TO HAVE AN AFTERNOON KIP. (Got to manage it today or I'll end up screaming at the cubs ).
Not sure about perfection! But thanks for the compliment
(and you are right, I supose I no longer see you as a complete stranger, but it is wierd, I mean, I know nothing about you [but then how much to we know of anyone?], it is the fact that in a way, we are screaming at a faceless entity, but we still need to have the reply, and you can easily chose not to this way - its like arguments, you need someone screaming back at you, so...)
Sb
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Mutant Posted May 11, 2005
You should go to bed early today then (I know its imposible)
hehe sounds like something I would do (accedently stay up all night reading). Sounds like a fairly hectic day, just must be in a bad mood (since you couldn't go for a swim). But did you at least get your afternoon kip?
You know more about me then 99% of the world (proberly more hehe). Actually you shouldn't count on ever knowing excactly how I will react since I have a lot of mood swings and make a point of being somewhat unpredictable. Actually it is a good quistion, "how well do we know anyone"...... yeah here we are faceless and can pretty much pretend to be anything we want. But to make people want to talk to you you have to make people laugh using only your words or make people think, again only with the use of your words. In some sence we are more vulnarable in a place like here. There is nothing stopping you from acting like something you are not in the "real" world either. mmmmm but thats just theory actually, in the real world it is somewhat easier to be vulnarable when you are not face to face....... guess I'm babbaling.
But I am happy you no longer view my as a complete stranger
I can scream back at you if it will make you feel better I've got a lot of anger I can let out
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Sharkbait Posted May 12, 2005
Oh please do! It wont make me feel quite as bad! (Plus, as mad as it seems , I once got really annoyed with a mate on holiday simply cos he never got INVOLVED - excuse me Im having a tantrum here, feel free to join me mate!)
Mood Swing away, like I said, who'd want to be normal?
Yesterday at the time seemed like a real waste, and lovely and relaxed (its the sunshine, makes me feel instantly better). Yes, I spent the afternoon in bed feeling realy bad cos it was so lazy, but i needed it.
Last night was ok too. Was suposed to be going out to a club (after cubs)to celebrate the end of exams, but couldnt be bothered, so went for our weekly free meal at the pub (it sponsers us) with the canoe club . mmmmmmmmm yum.
Bizarely I then managed to spend the entire evening talking to my ex (first time since november weve managed to have a proper conversation), who then showed me how LINUX works, and gave me a CD to get my computer to work.
Unfortunately though, everytime I start it the computer freezes (which is apparently not meant to ever happen with linux) and so it might not just be a software thing after all . Oh and finally went to bed at half 12, so not very early!
Today I AM GOING TO GET MY ROOM TIDIED and I should really get some work done I feel too (got to go see my supervisor tomorrow and have got nothing to show him ).
Sb
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Mutant Posted May 13, 2005
argh sorry I haven't replied untill now, keept putting it off....... and I was kinda pissed of yesterday damn kids!!!!!
okay I guess I will start throwing tantrums then, but be warned I'm fairly good at it
past couble of days I have done absolutely nothing but relax .... bad mood....... but at least I am not way behind though (weee)
linux can crash to Actually usually it is a pain in the neck to get it to work, but if you have it set up correctly it will run smoothly. Its proberly a knoppix cd then (boot and see what linux looks like?), because if you don't know a lot about computers I don't think you should be playing around with linux .... unless it is fedora or mandrake of course they are fairly user friendly, but still don't think you should play to much with those things unless you are interested in computers. It might still be a software problem though, don't worry it is not certain yet that your hardware is "kaput" (argh german I HATE GERMAN).... I'll just try that again "it is not certain that there is something wrong with your hardware".
better get back at doing something
Mutant
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Mutant Posted May 16, 2005
mmmm I'll just break our habbit of creating a new thread every time we have something to say :p
sorry I haven't cheacked in for a long time.... I've been kinda "preoccupied"...... hoping I will get back on my feet in a matter of weeks (don't have time for this ("this" is not h2g2 ), exams are comming up!)
Good to hear you are happy (the France thing)........
I think I should go think...... sorry that I sound depressed .... kinda the "side"-effect of being depressed
Mutant
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Sharkbait Posted May 17, 2005
Oh Hon!
Ive not been around either - still having computer issues and now have a presentation that I havent started yet to do for tommorow and having to do it on campus.
Dont worry about your exams - you sound like you do more work than me.
And yes, Im glad to say that I am having a good week, sorry that you are having a down one, depression is a bit of a bugger like that, would recomend what im on, but everyone's different
Here - have some seratonin
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Mutant Posted May 17, 2005
Still got computer issues? Find someone to help you allready , we can't have you sitting around with a broken computer
My work has gone to a standstill as it always does when I go though my depressed periods...... so this is really really the wrong time
don't worry my weeks are always terrible right now I just "choose" to be down about it
ahhh always nice thanks
back to sulking and working
Mutant
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