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...in love...

Guess you won't see me much online in the next weeks...

smiley - biggrinsmiley - smileysmiley - bigeyes

JHOS IS HAPPY NOW!!!
HOPE YOU ARE TOO !!!!

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Latest reply: May 23, 2001

:-D

Uh...
...out of the blue I fall in love again. Going to see her on thursday...
so to all of you, either I won't be online very much in the next time 'cause I'm to happy and busy in the real world, or I will be online very much to compensate my sad mood.
But as it seems at the moment, I got all reasons to be smiley - smiley now and smiley - biggrin soon.

JUHUUUUUUUUU!!!!

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Latest reply: May 22, 2001

relaxing a bit...

Yeah, things are improving.
Both worlds (the one outside my head and the one inside) are calming down a bit and now I got my own Internett acess at home so I don't have to use the university's computers any longer and can hang around h2g2 all night smiley - smiley

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Latest reply: May 1, 2001

driftwood

Things are getting better at least I think so or perhaps they don't at all and I just care less anyway I don't sleep enough again so I'm kinda somewhere else where day and dream unite... uh, I like this, who needs drugs, just stay awake to much and you're in a strange state of mind anyway... gonna leave for two and a half weeks and leave all the stuff behind but of cause this won't work, there's exactly one thing on earth you can't escape: Your own thougths and memories... I circle around, I circle around... Kentares, are you out there smiley - smiley anyway surreality rules and my left Ear still has this strange shape so something will happen or just another day of rain, who knows...

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Latest reply: Apr 19, 2001

%&/$%&"!

Having a smiley - sadface time...

One of my closest friends visited me yesterday night. He just had heard from the suicide of a guy he used to hang around with... F***, there is so much s**t around me. All people I like, all the interesting and nice and intelligent ones have some problems... Everywhere I look I see pain. Another one left forever, it was not the first one... I'm afraid of getting cynic. I don't want to. Idontwanto. I need something positive. I love Roleplaying games, Pen&Paper and LARP. I founded a club with some people three years ago. The Club means so much to me. We've got 60 members in the meantime, and now everything is falling apart, people turning against each other... I and some others tried to stop it but we could'nt... it's like a f***ing bad soap opera, people who once were friends now seriously tried to blackmail each other and that kind of s**t. I really can't believe some of the stuff that happend in the last time. It meant so much to me, it was I way to escape and now it's just another source of stress... goddam, I'm not in the condition for this kind of stuff. I travelling through a twin-labyrinth: one is outside and one inside of my head.
I will find a way, somehow...

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Latest reply: Apr 17, 2001


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