h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Day 1

Posted Jan 25, 2005

Lisa has gone. Lisa, my love, my soulmate, my only hope has left me. There was no argument, no note, no struggled explanations. I woke up this morning to find that her side of the bed was empty. Normally I'm the one to get up before her since i have work to go to. As I wandered around the place, getting ready for the day, there were times when I would half see something that didn't seem quite right or the same, but I couldn't put my finger on it. The first time I truly noticed one of them, though, was her toothbrush. It wasn't there. It was just her toothbrush but I knew, I could feel it, that she had gone and she wasn't coming back. How can I live alone in this appartment, in OUR appartment. She is what keeps me going, but now she's gone.
This is my first diary I have ever written, and this is my first entry. I have never seen a need to keep a journal before. Why am I writing a journal now you may ask? Well, I'm not sure. It could be one of many reasons. Maybe it's because this new phase of my life somehow seems important enough to want to keep, no matter how painful it is. Maybe it's just a distraction from the boredom and lonliness that came immediately with losing someone.
Why did she leave me? What did I do to upset her? We still love each other (or at any rate, I loved her), we never really argued. Maybe our relationship wasn't as exciting as it first was, but that happens in all relationships, and knowing she was around would still have brought me great comfort. Maybe she was bored of me,

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