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john lennon at his best
Posted Jun 8, 2001
*music plays*
when the night
has come
and the land is dark
and the mooon
is the only light
you'll see
so i won't
be afraid
so i won't
be afraid
just as long
as you stand
by me
if the sky
that we're looking for
should tumble and fall
and mountains should crumble and fall
to the sea
i cwon't cry
no i won't
shed a tear
just as long as you'll stand by me
when ever you're in trouble won't you stand
by me?
darling, darling
stand
by me
stand by me
stand by me
sstand by me
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one last thing for tonight
Posted Jun 1, 2001
god i'm scared
what if i'm putting too much into aleeya?
i mean, she's human .. who knows, maybe we aren't meant to be .. i don't know, but right now, right here, i'm just scared that maybe, just maybe, i might be putting too much into this
i mean, i've never even met her!
i don't have the #@$!#$#$ guts to call her (but she says it ok .. is it?)
all i have is a photo ... a beautiful, beautiful photo
and a mind ... a strange little mind, a mind that seems commonplace at first glance, but which can see right into my soul, figure out some of my deepest secrets, help me to find mine, help me to unlock deep dark parts of me ... a mind which has helped me like no mind has, or like no mind ever since
yeah, well ... some parts of me are fixed, burned out of existance or brought into the open to die a natural death ... but some are still wet wounds, which start pulling apart the further she goes ... whole areas of me which return to a pre-aleeya me, while when's she's near, they .. are free. or they sleep or whatever. its so much better when she's near.
life, i mean ... life
the gods take care of you, wherever you are, aleeya
goodbye
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one last thing for tonight
Posted Jun 1, 2001
god i'm scared
what if i'm putting too much into aleeya?
i mean, she's human .. who knows, maybe we aren't meant to be .. i don't know, but right now, right here, i'm just scared that maybe, just maybe, i might be putting too much into this
i mean, i've never even met her!
i don't have the #@$!#$#$ guts to call her (but she says it ok .. is it?)
all i have is a photo ... a beautiful, beautiful photo
and a mind ... a strange little mind, a mind that seems commonplace at first glance, but which can see right into my soul, figure out some of my deepest secrets, help me to find mine, help me to unlock deep dark parts of me ... a mind which has helped me like no mind has, or like no mind ever since
yeah, well ... some parts of me are fixed, burned out of existance or brought into the open to die a natural death ... but some are still wet wounds, which start pulling apart the further she goes ... whole areas of me which return to a pre-aleeya me, while when's she's near, they .. are free. or they sleep or whatever. its so much better when she's near.
life, i mean ... life
the gods take care of you, wherever you are, aleeya
goodbye
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this is the day /that the f*****g lord hath made
Posted Jun 1, 2001
but you know what the most @$*!#$U*#@*$ !()*@# )2 thing is????
the one person i'd love to talk to, the one person i'd love to send a mail to ... she's too far away to hear me. she can't ****** hear me, and right now, i don't think she wants to ...
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working on the dreams he planned to try
the days go bye
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to you, my friends ...
Posted Jun 1, 2001
ok, where am i?
i don't know
maybe i should start at the beginning ...
ok, day-before-yesterday night i had a big chat with vivacious, so that felt good ... i mean, cos she trusted me and all, and you know, i think i made her feel better
me, my stomach was woozy so i downed a hajmola ...
morning, 5ish i wake up with my mind ToTALLY crazy ... like i don't know, there was this person and all and my insides felt .. WEIRD. totally and it ... was crazy, i barely member ... anyways, i vomited.
that the main point
i don't feel like talking about it, but basically, i'm bugged off
goodbye cruel world!
*sob*
naah, i'm not going to kill meself
matter 'o' fact, aren't gonna even sob
i'll carry on ... like the sun and the moon and the stars ...
god aleeya ... what the hell 'is' that "something"?????????????????
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