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March 19
Posted Mar 20, 2000
I am gonna kill the dude that made Linux so picky. GRRR. Well I finally decided F**K IT, and asked Lysh, no reply yet though. Gonna try and go out and tear it up tonight. Peace.
Lucas
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March 17
Posted Mar 18, 2000
Missed yesterday cause I had too much homeword, BLEH. I am starting to feel better I am incredibly bored because everyone is gone, or can't do anything. So instead I am sitting here wasting time. Still dont know what to do about previous problem, I care for them both, but is that wrong? I don't know what to think at all right now, I am quite confused. My mom might let me go to Ness', she can't leave cause she has to babysit, she wants me to come over, but I dont know if I can. I think my mom is going to think of me staying at her place more then it really is. Well whatever, she can think what she wants. I will post again tomorrow.
Lucas
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March 15
Posted Mar 16, 2000
Well it's the Ides of March today. Yeah Cæser got an ass whooping by his best friend, he was betrayed by a close close friend. All because that person hungered for something, and discarded his friends feelings. I feel like Cæser because my friend Jack betrayed me, can't do anything about it now though. Still having that problem between Ness and Lysh, still havent decided what to do. Go for someone who clearly likes me, or concentrate on the person I can never stop caring about, and get nowhere with her. Sometimes I feel inferior to Ness. I feel she is so much better then me, like I dont deserve to be her friend. She is going to be someone important, I know it. It is hard to not have feelings for. Ness is just like me, we have everything in common. What to do though. Be forever lonely, or go for someone, that I cannot give my complete interest in.
Lucas
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March 14
Posted Mar 15, 2000
Hey, hows it going world? I am feeling pretty ok today, still have a bunch of woman troubles, but I think I will be able to get over them. I am finally ok with the fact that one of my best friends betrayed me, I dont wanna go into the whole shpiel, but I am ok now. This whole Ness/Lysh thing hurts a lot, I really like both of them, but I dont want to hurt Lysh cause I like Ness, so I dont know if I should try or not. If someone is out there, give me a hoot and let me know about it, what you would do in this situation. Ness is my best female friend, and I have feelings for her. I am Ness' best friend and we talked and she doesnt have feelings for me. I am ok with that, and we are just going to be friends, but I cant stop thinking about her. I also like a girl named Lysh, and I dont know if I should try to do anything about it, cause I have such strong feelings for Ness. Is it wrong? Or should I just say screw it all, and go for it.
Lucas
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