h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Posted Mar 28, 2000

I'm going to go to missuri today, be back friday, how much fun.

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Posted Mar 26, 2000

I absolutly love PAul, my boyfriend. He is such an amazing boy to me. LAst night, while driving around with Jared, sara, and paul I went a bit nuts. We went to the lovely bakers square to eat pie and drink coffee and have loads and loads of fun when I see Grace Calihan, my nemisis. This girl that has made my life a bit of hell. SHe freeks me out, makes me really upset and rips everything off of me. Not to mention making the last, oh six years of my little life a hell for me. Anyways, she keeps sending me these looks and that with a bout a million other little things make me go crazy. We go into the car, my sis freeks out b/c I was upset, and I put my head out the window and talk to myself for a moment. PAul freeks and tells my sister that he really worries about me and that he loves me. Hes really selfless about a lot of shit that we do, and always wants to amke me happy, thought he doesn't reilize that being with him is happiness for me. He doesn't get that, but I think and hope that he will sometime soon. And he tells me he loves me and we cuddle for the rest of the moment and or night while jsut cruzing. I was looking at the beauty today. See true stories,a nd the wall and fear and loathing las vegas, at tleast the first part is really good, I don't know about the second part, ebcasue I didn't see it, I was in my lovely boyfriends place of dweling, a small tent in his house. In the basement no less. Its just because hes on break. oh well. I love him and want to be wiht him forever, I think that we will be too.

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withdraw

Posted Mar 22, 2000

I'm going through this thing right now, this is going to be long, so bear with me if you wish, i get the hell away, I don't f**king care what you do, if you don't care about me then don't care about me. Please do not pretend that you do because that makes me so sad.
I think that my friends don't love me, don't like me, don't want to be around me anymore. I love my friends. I have let to many go.
I guess I feel like I am not needed right now, I don't use a bigger word b/c I don't know how to use the correct spelling. Thats why. I feel like no one needs me to be here. Not my friends, b/c I am jsut an aquatance and really no one gets to know me well enough. DO you know how may best friends i have had this year? well: Maria, CAyetana, Sinem, Leah, who I think is the current one, even if one sided, I think that she is one of my better friends, Um paul, annette, who is my old best friend, still one but not as big.... ect ect ect. I feel sick of that. Why cant I keep one?

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the last few days- march 17th

Posted Mar 18, 2000

I broke up with PAul. Then I got back together with him 30 minutes later. Sara, my sister and everyone are at the Korn concert. I'm at home. Saw American Beauty. Alright. Good, whatever. Watching bonnie and Clyde. Spent the day with lola. Fun. Lots of it. I had a conversation with Cody, the bus driver yesterday. HE asked bout everything. I like theat guy. Hes real cool.

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hate and anger

Posted Mar 12, 2000

I love my boyfriend. I absolutly adore him. Its so perfect when I am with him and everything is alright. But then there are those times, like this when everything is not alright. JAred, leah, paul and I were supposed to go driving yesterday. I was really looking forward to that b/c I had nto seen paul, my boyfriend, in a week. I was very much excited for it. well, I don't know what happened, whether it was mis communication, paul flaking out on me, or my stupid fault, but when jared went to got pick up paul lex and luc were there and lately jared and them have not been getting along. Arg. so we went to pick up leah and then stopped by pauls b/c he asked us to. SO we do, but theya re watching a movie and pauls shh!ed me. So I shut up before saying hello to vicky and lex and luc. JAred looked really upset so we left. Now my lovely paul is upset at me, and I am really upset b/c I love him and I fear breakup.

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