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not been so up n down emotionally in a long time,if ever.one minute im almost myself,maybe for a while,then the next,well..right now i feel completly worthless,just not good enough fullstop..substandard in some way a lot deeper than the looks i dont have,that makes me always fall short and never be enough for someone else to truly love or even want..i guess thats not going to change..ill always be me after all,and seems thats just not good enough for anyone..not that i can blame for that,iprolly wouldnt want me either!still hurts though..when all youd want is to be normal,accepted,lovd..just good enough

I still keep flipping emotionally from one extremem to the other too at teh moemnt, not nice is it?

no its not.. especially when you know the low stuff is true..

I don't think it is you are too hard on yourself a lot of the time... something I'm often also guilty of

i dont think i am..just truthful.i just wish i knew what is so terrible about me that im so impossible to love!

Nothing as far as I can tell

well there seems to be something

I don't think its somethign about you, probably more something about other people

i wish it was 2legs..but i really think its me

seraphina, most people are too hard on themselves, but they should learn to love themselves. I do watch too much Oprah, but it is true. some one who helped me was Canadian lady who had bad mariage and divorced the creep. after they ean into each other in pub. he started to shout and be abusive. ehen he stopped. she only said "Wish Only Well". he reacted angerly and left.

her name is Carmen Columbo and she made Wish Only Well into website http://www.wowzone.com/

just read Carmen's welcome words http://www.wowzone.com/cc.htm

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wish i could be more logical right now..but was the logic right or how i feel now?

Morning my friend

heyyou ok?

n i guess lils key wasnt as tightly locked away as we thought eh!i cant blame myself for 'everything'let alone someone elses probs n confusion!id perhaps be in the same place if i was perfect n a super model..more the right track?

I am getting there my friend

I can hardly see the keys for the tears.. but I am getting there!