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flynnguy Started conversation Feb 10, 2004
i didnt mean it like that ur was helpful... i didnt mean that u didnt care either...i was talking about the samaratins...im very sry for the confusion tho
flynn
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flynnguy Posted Feb 11, 2004
sure ty for the post that angered... im sry i was feeling very depressed at the time and i didnt mean it that way
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Kaz Posted Feb 11, 2004
Hi Flynn
I am an over-emotional, sensitive type. I do want to help, but then I do take things personally. I need to step back and not take stuff to heart so.
It may not have helped that I wasn't sure of some of your words! Whats ty mean?
Its been a while since I was 13, whats it like these days. Do other people your age suffer from depression a lot, is a case that world events get to you and you feel powerless?
I do remember when I was 13, I was depressed, in fact I had a break-down at 16. The things I liked doing were reading, music (Metallica, Anthrax, Megadeth and Depeche Mode at the time - and still like them all). When I lived at home I liked to go out all the time, walking to get away and be by myself. Now that I have left home (at 18), I don't have to get away and became agorophobic. Poo.
I have got to understand myself, and now have coping strategies. For instance today I woke up feeling emotionally dead, so I put on some essential oils that lift the mood, a candle, some incense. Did the things which make it easier to keep going. Things is it took me over 10 years to begin to work myself out and work out what could make me feel better. Lets face it, you don't want to wait that long do you?
So what do you enjoy doing, and what do you hate doing, that might give us a start. We could work together on this, if you like. I will try to not be so sensitive, and you tell me when you need a brake or need to talk about something else for a while.
Does that sound useful to you?
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flynnguy Posted Feb 11, 2004
well ty=thank you sry=sorry idk= i dont know yw= your welcome and so on..
i no of a few ppl(people) who suffer from depression but not that many, at least that i no, i too enjoy reading, and music,some fav bands r yellowcard, simple plan, brand new, linkin park and a bunch of other stuff. well listening to music doesnt help much nemore it just drops me in a world of my own...i dont like it there either... well i must admit that i am a pyro and i greatly enjoy fire (i smiled at the metion of a candle)i enjoy things like skateboarding and snowboarding if u want to no nething(anything) else feel free to post
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Kaz Posted Feb 12, 2004
I love Linkin Park, they are especially good when I am angry and I sing along at the top of my voice, until all the anger has gone. Nine Inch Nails are good for that as well.
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flynnguy Posted Feb 20, 2004
yea i usualy listen to them when im angry or sumthin...blast them in my room till my sister yells at me and bangs on the walls....
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