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Zalisander, Muse of Mayhem! Started conversation Jul 1, 2003
I'm glad that not so long a time has passed since my last journal entry. I fully intend to keep the entries regular and hopefully coherant.
I'm not entirely looking forward to work on Thursday becasue last night I got really upset about everything (life the universe and) and started to cry. I probably drew lots of attention to myself, was excessively melodramatic and nearly hit someone i consider to be a friend. Sorry Robin.
I'm bothered about what the staff, bar supervisor and manager are going to think.Already think. To tell the truth (and this is difficult, i try to lie to myself.) What really bothers me is what my boss Andy thinks. I'm bothered what he thinks because I have a high opinion of him. (probably slightly too high actually, he sent me his online journals and I think I developed a crush on his mind. It was the way he wrote ...intriguing.) There it is, said it!
It s really obscenely silly of me, an eighteen year old girl, paying far too much attention in her head to her boss.
I dont like this journal entry. I think i will continue later.
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