h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

well, it's a whole year since i last wrote a journal entry on here (been inspired you could say) and i'm a nomad once more, having moved twice in that time, no longer at college (what a failure) and my mental state has degenerated from diliriously happy to disturbed and turbulent. Its all good fun. i feel like i've been striving to achieve something but it's like swimming against a current, with no arms, i guess. I have silly job working silly hours for silly money,which compliments my silly little self, with my silly little obsessions. The whole men thing.... well, for the first (few months, shhhhh) time in my life its been a complete non starter, i look back at me when i was seventeen and had five different guys jugggled in one hand... no exageration. well now, chance would be a fine thing. Saying that i know that if i wanted the same as i wanted then, physical only, then i wouldnt have any problems. Problem is, i'd like something with a mind...please? Most people just fail to surprise me, i want something that can.
On a more realistic note...anyone who read my posts at all can look forward to more of me as i am now back, and not intending on budging. right, i must be off now as i need some sleep before i go through the motions.again.