h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

so nine days on, after she found out, he came over for 20 minutes. we talked about it all of course, i mean who wouldn't, it all resulted in him saying that he really did love his wife but he was in love with me. and i just answered casually that it's obviously not the same thing! he also said stuff like wanting to be sure he wasn't risking everything for just a fling, needs to know that i'm for real. i will admit that in the beginning i couldn't imagine us as a couple, but now i can. god, i know this is gonna be a painfull thing to get through. i already know deep down inside of me that i will be the one to lose, even though i didn't set off to win in the beginning. i wish i had the strength to tell him it's over, but being a weak person (where love is concerned) i can't do it because i have the hope of a happy ending. how pathetic is that? xxx