h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I wanted to cut myself yesterday. Randy was at my house. I started to get all weird, partly because thats what I do when I'm liek that I guess, but I didnt want to be like that with randy around either. He could tell I was upset about something. He thought I was mad at him and asked. I told him something along the lines of 'not everything is about you'. I shouldn't have said that, so I told him why I was upset and we started to argue about it. He said he had enough problems of his own with his drug abuse and all and didn't need to deal with me wanting to bleed. He said that if I did he'd break up with me. He said that to scare me. It worked. I said that if thats the way it was we should just break up cause I can't always control what I do and I'll do it again. I started to cry. He stood up and picked up a safety pin. He held it out to me and told me to cut myself. I wouldn't take it. I just looked at him and didn't do anything. I don't even think I could of if I tried. He got angry and grabbed my hand. He took the safty pin and poked it through the tip of each of my fingers on my right hand. Then he squeezed each finger till I bled what he thought was enough. Then he said something like "there are you better? your bleeding". I just sat there and stared at what he did to me. Then he walked me into the bathroom and I washed the blood off my hand. Then we walked into the kitchen to eat lunch and it was over....