h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Today, well,
it was a test...
It was a test to see how many sleepless hours
I could endure before I snap.
Well, this morning at 10am,
I SNAPPED.
I feel bad for doing so,
but at the time it just seemed
like it was the only way to express
how goddamn fed up and pissed off I am
with my job.
Yah, sure, i get paid well
and i dont have a strainuous job or anything...
but its so frustrating when people just
assume you know how to do something
and they dont bother explaining it to you...
they just plop the work down on your desk
when you arent there and then put a note on it
saying FINISH THIS BY FRIDAY...
uhh... okay...
but then you go and ask them to help you figure
out how to do the task and they ignore you??
yah, well, i snapped at Mark today for doing that.
I guess im just so sick of the whole BOSSES DAUGHTER
thing. It starts to get annoying after a while.
My dads business isnt going very well right now.
We just lost our biggest customer this week.
My dad is just about on the verge of a heart attack
due to the immense pressure of customers phoning
and bitching to him all day about how the idiots
that work out in the yard loaded their truck wrong
and that automatically costs dad 500 bucks when the
retards do that s**t.
Whats even worse, is the guys out in the lumberyard
smoke weed all day long and make stupid mistakes
because of it.
I know they do it.
It makes me so mad.
But i cant tell my dad about it,
because im friends with them at the same time.
and they will know who it was that ratted them out.
So tonight...
I broke down and told my dad everything.
I told him about the weed smoking on the job
and explained to him thats why they keep f*****g up
and pissing off customers.
So the next guy caught, is fired.
I feel guilty, but a little better.
The guys out in the yard dont understand that
when they f**k up, it not only costs my dads company money,
but that means its less money my dad brigns home to us
every week...
its not fair.
they just dont understand the reprocussions of what they do.
All they want is a paycheque to pay for their beer
on the weekend.
The rave went well on friday.
I was so happy i finally got to do E.
Corbin does it alot now though,
and
It scares me.
But its his body... what can i do?
But the rave was good,
the E sucked and so did the music.
Im going to 2 Nasty on july 1st so maybe
that one will make up for it.
Oh well.
Corbs comin on thursday.
I cant go to whistler like i wanted to on wednesday,
dad needs me at work.
And he said that if i want to take half of friday off to
spend with corb, i cant go to whistler.
Oh well...
geez...
the sacrifices i make for him
Well, thats cool though cuz i will have the whole
house to myself for 4 days...
i dont mind really
but i did want to spend time with my family.
I feel so distant from them right now.
Its almost like they dont include me in anything
since they just assume that i wont want to come.
yah, sure i did that in like grade 9 to grade 12...
but ive been gone for 9 months and was depribed of
a family...
Well.. i guess thats what happens when you grow up.

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This is PMS christy signing off...
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Goodnite

That really sucks about your dad's bussiness. It really pisses me off when you have to work with the kind of people who are just concerend about getting paid and not doing the job well. 'Cause what they don't understand is that if they f**k up, then there will be no bussiness and then there will be no paycheck!

But on a different note. You better not be serious that Corbin's doing drugs. Because if he is... well, I'll just have to kick his GOD-DAMN, S**T EATING, MOTHER F*****G, BITCH ASS!!! And YOU! Why the f**k are you taking that s**t?!?! It will f*****g screw you up!!! Have you no respect for your own life??? Have you no respect for Corbins life??? "He's doing it alot now and it scares me, but it's his body...what can I do?" What can you do??? Make sure he doesn't do that s**t! Make sure that YOU DON'T do that S**T!

I'm sorry if i'm being a bit hard, but this is the simple truth! Like I don't want to wake up one morning and answer a phone call from corbin were he tells me that you OD'D or got some tainted s**t and died!!! And likewise I don't want to be getting that phone call from you about my Brother!!! Look, I care about you and my brother and I don't want you guys putting your lives needlessly and stupidly at risk.

Love Tyler

you won't get a phone call... don't worry.
we talked about it and he's stopping whatever he's doing to himself.
If he does it anymore, trust me, i'll kick his ass too.
don't say anything though. He knows what he's doing... and he knows he has to stop and he is.