h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

god i'm scared

what if i'm putting too much into aleeya?
i mean, she's human .. who knows, maybe we aren't meant to be .. i don't know, but right now, right here, i'm just scared that maybe, just maybe, i might be putting too much into this

i mean, i've never even met her!
i don't have the #@$!#$#$ guts to call her (but she says it ok .. is it?)
all i have is a photo ... a beautiful, beautiful photo
and a mind ... a strange little mind, a mind that seems commonplace at first glance, but which can see right into my soul, figure out some of my deepest secrets, help me to find mine, help me to unlock deep dark parts of me ... a mind which has helped me like no mind has, or like no mind ever since

yeah, well ... some parts of me are fixed, burned out of existance or brought into the open to die a natural death ... but some are still wet wounds, which start pulling apart the further she goes ... whole areas of me which return to a pre-aleeya me, while when's she's near, they .. are free. or they sleep or whatever. its so much better when she's near.

life, i mean ... life
the gods take care of you, wherever you are, aleeya
goodbye