h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

If only I had some! Well, here is how friday went. I got up, was ready for school, and then remembered that there were 5 things that I had to do today.

1. Tell Vanessa how I feel.
2. Tell Theresa how I feel.
3. Talk to my friend about thier thoughts of suicide.
4. Give a flower to each of the girls in my Physics class, and then thank the whole class for making this a wonderful year.
5. Ask Stacey out to the movie.

Guess which ones I actually did. I did numbers 3 and 4. I pussed out on confronting Vanessa and Theresa, and I also wussed out on asking Stacey. Like, I had 3 chances (maybe even more) to ask her, and I didn't. I even brought a flower for her. But NO! I am to much of a little pansy to go and talk to a girl! And you know what? The chances of rejection were/are pretty low. Like i'm confident that she would say yes, but I still didn't do it! I think that what it was that prevented me from asking her, is that I have no self confidence. I always think that nobody would ever like me. Hell, just look at my "Friends" and you can see why I think that. But it always comes back to me thinking that there is no reason for anybody to like me. I always see better people out there. Also, I am aprehensive because of my last relationship. It didn't really turn out all that good. But anyways, Ciao!

~Tyler Sabourin ":^)

This Stacy chick doesn't happen to be in grade 10 does she?????
I hope the answers is no.

Catch you later.

One more thing mon ami......I'm sure tons of people like you for who you are, friends and chicks. You just have to release that there is a lot of hoes and assholes out there, that don't want to see you for what a great guy and friend you are. *Gag* I happen to scare all guys away so I never have to wonder if they like me or not.*laugh* All I have to say is that it works mon ami.

-Je tu smart.

Hehe, yes it is Stacey in grade 10. The same Stacey that was your friend in like grade 7.

And your chances of ever talking to me again are low. Sorry but you say wanna go to the movies to me the i agree then you never follow through....maybe i am too much a freak for you or something? or was it some sorta thing to see if i liked you or not? well whatever but you're like every other guy in chetwynd....as least have the guts to say you don't like me and you're going to through me to the side. I thought we had so much in common and stuff poems, feelings, lifestyles and garfield man! this makes me think kinda different of you. ahh well, maybe i shared too much of my life and you think i am some wierdo. I am hurt. whatever happened to us? let me guess ....There was nothing there, I am sorry Jamie. Right?
**sigh** whatever

And your chances of ever talking to me again are low. Sorry but you say wanna go to the movies to me the i agree then you never follow through....maybe i am too much a freak for you or something? or was it some sorta thing to see if i liked you or not? well whatever but you're like every other guy in chetwynd....as least have the guts to say you don't like me and you're going to through me to the side. I thought we had so much in common and stuff poems, feelings, lifestyles and garfield man! this makes me think kinda different of you. ahh well, maybe i shared too much of my life and you think i am some wierdo. I am hurt. whatever happened to us? let me guess ....There was nothing there, I am sorry Jamie. Right?
**sigh** whatever
I'll go cut up some old hobo and eat him for lunch...

First thing first. I do not think that you are a freak or wierd. I don't even know why you would even think that about yourself. I do want to be friends. I wanted to get to know you better, and asking you to the show was my way of trying to start a friendship. The reason I didn't really follow through with it is because I hadn't really talked to you or seen you at school for almost 2 weeks. I think that you mistook what I meant. I only thought of it as two friends going and hanging out. But I can understand if you don't really want to be friends anymore. And with that, i've got to go.

Ciao!
~Tyler Sabourin ":^)