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June 7

Post 1

Slade

Hey everybody, how is it going? Thats good/bad(your choice ~Pengy)! Well, I just read Tash's journal entry, and it was interesting to say the least. I told Lucas that the guy she likes is me. She phoned me up like on sunday or monday, and she was very quite, as usual. It doesn't make sense, she phones ME and then doesn't talk, and then she asks ME why I am so untalkative. But anyways, we "talk" for a bit and then, to break the proverbial ice, I asked her if she was checking out the playing field, you know, if she had any prospects. And she sorta stammered out a no. So i kept on bugging her about it and she eventually said that there was this one guy. So I asked her what grade he was in and she said Grade 11. Nothing unusual about that, but by the way she said it, I knew it was me. So i kept the questions up for awhile, having some fun, and then when she told me she liked me, I broke it to her very gentley that I don't like her in that way. So now she ignores me. And earlier this evening I was talking with Luke about this, and I apologized for what happened, because I thought that I was responsible for them breaking up. But I have realised that it wasn't me, it was Tash that is responsible.

Hey! Anyone seen Reece? It's funny, she shows up on my page and puts me down, and then doesn't even give me a reply to my reply. What? Can't take some criticizim Reece? Can't take some of your own medicine (It wasn't even her own medicine. She was vindictive and Bitchy. Tyler was just telling it like it is. ~Pengy)? Can't handle the truth? Well, I guess I know the kind of person you are. You are a coward!

And now onto me! I went in and dropped my resume off at 7-11. The lady that I talked to was very enthusiastic and was circiling and writing down a bunch of info about me on my resume. So I believe that I have a good chance to be working there this summer. Plus Lucas' mom has offered me a job for a couple of weeks at their house working on the expansion. So that will be cool! My brothers girlfriend, Christy, is coming up in a couple of weeks. She is going to stop on by and take me out to lunch. She is really cool. Other than that my life is alright. Except for my parents. But that topic deserves another paragraph!

Well, the jist of it is that me and my parents are having troubles with each other right now. They don't want me up here. Apparently I am a little s**t. So, it is up in the air wether or not I will be living with them next year. Now there is alot more to this story than I am telling you, but I have to straighten it out in my own brain before I could even try to write it down. Yah, so anyways, I may not be able to live with my parents next year. But Tyler has offered me, that if worse comes to worse, that he would ask his parents if I could stay with them. He seems pretty confident that they would accept. But the only way I would except that, is if I was member of the household, which means that I would do chores and jobs around the house. Plus I would not feel good about it if I didn't pay them rent. But hopefully that will be covered with the jobs I may be getting. But I hope it doesn't come to that. I really like my parents and want to live with them, but really, right now it is Hell! I don't think that I could live with them for another year. Like they don't listen to me, they are never proud of the things that I accomplish, they are always demeaning me, they don't think that I am worth anything, or am anybody, or will be anything/anybody. But I am going to try and work it out. You know what? I finally stood up to my dad in my own little way last night. He had a "talk" (If you could call those talks! They are more like Listens! ~Pengy)with me last night, and during all of our previous "talks" I never looked him in the eye. But I looked him dead in the eye this time. I never once turned away. I stared him down. He was surprised that I did that. I mean Severely surprised! I geuss he thought that I didn't have it in me, that I was a wuss. But I showed him. I showed him that there is tons about me that he doesn't know. He thinks he knows me, but he doesn't know s**t! And that's another reason why it is hell up here! They don't know who the hell I am. The don't or won't try to figure me out. They wont talk to me. They won't even communicat with me. Plus, they are so riddled with double standards and s**t. Plus, they try and blame things on my friends, and that really pisses me off. If you want to blame someone, blame me! I am my own person, and I am responsible for my actions! I am not influenced by other people. I am the one that influences myself. But with that I should be taking off! Ciao! ~Tyler Sabourin


June 7

Post 2

Tikan (ACE)

Dude, I think your Dad is really going overkill here. If he let Corbin live at the house, I can't see why he wouldn't let you stay. If worse comes to worse too, I am sure that you would be able to stay here, my mom has allready said if you need somewhere to crash for a while, you can stay here. I think you should try to work it out with your pop though. I dont know what to do, if I were you I would just come home one day and say

"Dad, we need to talk." I am sure that you are scared of having to leave, I would be, I have been there before. It is hard man to deal with. Just dont give up with trying everything you can.




Lucas


June 7

Post 3

Slade

your right man. I should try and make it work out, and I am trying to make it work. The difference between me and Corbin though, is that Corb had no other options! My mom had already kicked her out of her house, and my dad was his only hope. My dad believes that I do have more options though. He thinks that I could just go and live with my mom. But that isn't an option for me. One of the reasons I wanted to move up here is because I didn't really like it down there. Not to say that I don't love my mom, which I do emensely!, But her style of parenting didn't sit well with me. Plus I don't really think that she would be able to have me ayways. Like she is doing allright money wise right now, but if i went down there, it would really boost the costs up. Plus there is no room for me in their place.

Well, Tyler told me his mom said yes for me too stay there, if worse comes to worse. oh yah, Luke! Thank your mom for me. well anyways, Ciao! ~Tyler


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