h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Secondary school. Ever since then I've had bad luck and all sorts. Lets see....

One of my best friends decides he doesn't like me cause I'm 'uncool' and I'm going to a different school!

I have to make a whole new set of friends at this school. I'm no good at making friends either, I'll be the one sitting in the corner wishing that they had the guts to go and talk to someone!

After making new friends turns out two of said friends don't like each other. Understatement. Hate each other! So who do I go with, well almost into year 8 and I don't know!!!

Best best friend ever, is going to the school were every one speaks my name with disgust! And where all my ex-friends go!!

I'm kinda Catholic and we went on a trip to a Church today. My friend showed no respect at all by standing on pews, swearing loudly, leaning on the alter and drawing on the alter, shouting and calling me a female dog. I hate that and got upset with her, now I find, we had a cool kinda thing like we always said we loved each other and stuff. You know best friend stuff. Now she DELETES it all and yet I've emailed her to say sorry for being upset at her lack of respect. When I have a strong connection with churches because I went To a Catholic Church after my Dad died and they really really helped me.

The only thing that's stopping me from just refusing to leave the house is the fact that I know someone cares about me. I have the most caring boyfriend ever. And he would be so upset if he knew something was very wrong. Plus we only see each other at school.

So, is life meant to be this bad when it gets to my age??

~sigh~ Life.

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I'm afraid so...

I found those years to be the hardest ones, and I would never re-live those years.

I had people whom I thought were my friends at that age. I soon learned they were saying bad things about me behind my back and laughing at me. They'd act all friendly then joke about what I said. When I found out I was devastated. Took me along time to get through it all.

Influenced me later on in school in picking firends and being open. But now it's over. Real life isn't like it is in school. It's better. Mostly But it's more your own.

Just hang on there.

Hey all the coolest people didn't know anyone at their new school....Oh and all the coolest people are kinda wierd and vaguely freak people out too. In fact that is kinda what makes them cool. People who think they're cool because they have all the latest fashions and crap aren't cool, they're sheep. They follow all the other sheep and do what all the other sheep do...mostely because they're too stupid to think for them selves.

It took me about 3 years to make friends with more than 3 people, well more than 3 people that I really considered friends rather than just mates. Shockingly when I went to college to do my A-Levels it only took 2 months.

Thanks guys,
You lot always know what to say. You can moan too if you want, but I've made it up with my friends. (I hope!!)

I'll keep people posted. Or try to. =].

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