h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

..............One..............

I remember that. But with two...well...it's not easy either. I suppose no matter what we do or what our circumstances, we'll always be miserable, so the best thing to do is learn to be cheerful about it. And always remember...computers are bitches.

Thanks,
I will definitely take that advise to heart.... the computers are bitches part, of course.

P.S. Have you read all my journal entries? I'm going through and reading them (wow...a whole five minutes) and they're almost all about Christopher. Weird. Of course, they're all written before I figured out what a psycho he was and stopped missing him. Mostly. It surprises me that I haven't got one about Chad (my halcyone bird), but then I realized that I did have one, and took it off because it was embarrasing. There was also one about Marshall (he's a cloud), but I took that off because it might be read the wrong way. I don't know why I'm telling you this. I'm going to bed.

Chad is a Halcyone Bird!? ....... What the hell is a Halcyone bird?
....Ohh yah, "Ceyx and Halcyone" or "the Halcyon Birds" (I know them)
-Jaz, you're a strange one, but I love ya all the same.
-Anyway, I don't think it matters if you keep them up. No one really knows what they mean unless they know you.... or they read this conversation. Whatever, I haven't read all of your journals, some of them, but not all of them. I've picked up on the nonsense, and the creativity, and I noticed some of them are about Christopher. Over all I thought they were.... interesting?...
No, I thought they were very good...like and and and (Good Stuff)

Guess what - he said he loved me last night. Weird, eh? By-the-by, don't ever mention this to me out loud, or to anyone else in any way. We'll keep it here and between us, yes?

Also, Who Left? was about Keith. Just so you know. Christopher's eyes were blue. Heroes isn't about anyone.

Yeh, I caught on to the fact that "Who Left?" was about Keith (the Black and White completely gives it away to anyone whose looking), and I love your writing style. I mean, the stories are sad, but they’re also very deep and beautifully worded.

P.S. I promise I won't bring up any "Christopher Thing". I saw him at Invitational and I could hardly talk to him. He was so nice, before this insanity with Alyssa, and now it's so strange to see him. I mean to say, he's still nice but he's different, you Know.

hey! this h2g2 thing isn't working right!

P.S., by "he," I didn't mean christopher. or kieth. sorry, it gets confusing, doesn't it? But now you know who I mean, right?

Acutally, I said it first (like I swore I wouldn't do!), but I was prompted, so I claim he started it, which makes me feel better. And it hasn't been mentioned since, by either of us. I'm waiting for him to say something, and I think he's waiting for me. Although he promises he didn't feel obligated to respond in kind, since I said it first. How paranoid am I? So, it's not like that irritating "I luuuuuuve yuuu," it's just a thing that's in the back of my head. It's out there now and we both know it. So there you have it. Although sometimes, just doing my daily stuff, I remember, it just pops into my head, and I gasp, and forget what I'm doing for a second. Anyway, the whole situation is just strange, and it gets weirder by the second. It was always odd to begin with. Just you wait, you'll see... Mwahahahahahahahahahaha!

Yeh, I'll be waiting for an eternity.
Anyway, sorry the “he” confused me, I'm so happy for you (now that I know it was halcyone bird). You really shouldn't be afraid of it. So you love the guy, there is no problem with that. I know you're afraid to say it, because you'll be going your separate ways next year, but I haven’t seen a better couple than you two (Perhaps Alyssa and Nate are up there in the charts, but you two are so happy together), and you have the right to enjoy that. I just hope that when I find someone I’ll be as lucky.

Going our seperate ways? He's applying to schools all over Millwaukee.

By the way, he is totally worth waiting for. Like, I don't even regret the years before him. I'm sure it'll happen for you, too, eventually. And I trust your discerning judgement. Just a tip, I wouldn't be the one to ask, when you do find someone. I've heard (from guys) that they have to ask or else they feel less manly. Kind of like how Chad won't let me pay for ANYTHING when I'm with him, for the same reason. Why are guys always so insecure? Most won't even admit another man is good-looking, even when their sexuality has not ever been called into question. This may just be old-fasioned guys, but they're the best kind anyway (especially for you, I think. You seem that type).
Love you, Ever!

That Millwaukee thing freaks me out too, but I've convinced myself it's a good thing.

Yeh, I didn't hear until after I wrote the last message that he was also applying to Milwaukee. I'm so happy for you.

Since it's singles awareness day, I just thought I'd let you know: I'm aware of you. By the by, where've you been? You weren't around yesterday.

I was sick. Nothing horrible, but bad enough that I couldn't concentrate on anything.
I meant to rest for a while, then come in later, but I nearly Passed out and couldn't get out of bed for hours. By the time I felt better it was to late to come in. So, I missed the entire day! Including the last day I could Audition for Ash Girl.
At least I helped out on Tuesday; I hope that's enough to get a good part.
I don't want to do Show Choir this weekend.

P.S.
SINGLE AND STRONG!... AND FEARLESS!... AND happy! (Well, content) ... AND valiant...... and ...lonely.....