h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I've become much more dependent on this place in recent months since I became unwell.

It's been a kind of lifeline.

I even worked out a way to cause less problems for others here in general threads by posting in a particular journal when I felt the need to express stuff..but someone has started yikesing what I consider to be the most inoffensive of posts of mine.

And just now someone posted there and went there to find even that post was yikesed.

So its now not just my posts being yikesed.

Seriously what's going on?

I have enough problems struggling with real life of late.

Just after I posted this I went to the kitchen and amazingly a fox appeared just outside the window. It was amazing to watch it sniffing around and looking for stuff intensively. You can see how they survive with that intensity of looking for any scrap of food.

Eventually it went up the garden to drink from the pond.

I take that as a kind of omen that there is still some hope for me.

I like that saying, 'The hedgehog knows one big thing, but the fox many small things'

Why on earth do people keep on misunderstanding me here?

It's because I think there's a certain narrowness to things...and not enough allowance made for different kinds of people..even when they have such fundamental good intentions.

*Mediation* absolutely should be here..to stop nasty stuff happening..like the horrible Della wars that went on for years.

I'd learn to be a mediator myself like a shot. But that concept is not part of the culture here.

just finally saw something here referring to aspects of mental illness.

What made me laugh was breath taking ignorance and stupidity of the thing.

Me I can cope with a bit of mental instability in people, but I find the above almost impossible to cope with.

Goodness I fundamentally miss kea. She is one of the few here with a similar outlook on life as me..I feel so damned isolated here of late in terms of my thinking on various issues.

But I need to look into those other sites.

And I'm seen as some kind of emotional hedcase here. But how I am is pretty normal for Peckham. Emotions are what binds people together ultimately..but yes can drive them apart.

All this talk of community.

The hell there should be mediation as an option.

And I'm never going to get over the kea thing. And if no-one here understands that's too bad. But I'll still always think of her as a friend here even though I gave up on reconciliation.

I'm not over the person I lost in real life..thanks to those bornagains.

Just like the no tnkers signs in Peckham..there should be a sign here..no bipolars. Ed often really struggles..and can be away for long periods.

Oh dear I can see myself being dumped from noohootoo.

One researcher was left behind..

I'm shutting this one down now as well I like some of the stuff I wrote but the title is too miserable...and I suddenly feel less unhappy...don't know why..maybe its the lovely windy weather outside?