h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Geez, where do I start? The last couple of months have been absolutely manic. and i mean MANIC! But the nice thing that has come out of it all is that I have found my Sir Galahad, who rode into my life not so much on a white horse as a battered mountain bike, and swept me off into the sunset. I can't say much at the moment, but what i do know is that despite my head being quite messed up, and having the world's worst cold and chest infection, i have never been happier than i am in his arms. He just has to smile and it makes everything all right. HE IS THE ONE. I LOVE HIM AND I WANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW IT!!!!!!!

The wicked Sheriff of Rottingham (aka Dazz) wants me back in his clutches but this Maid Marian ain't no pawn in his little games any more. Im an outlaw in the wilds with my Robin Hood who has me safe. The Sheriff has his 'henchmen' out looking for me and my man but my man also has his boyz looking after us. I refuse to be bullied any longer. I need to be free to live my own life, and my man allows me to do that. I just hope the Sheriff will release me and let me be free.

Ok its now November. I have been sighted by Lisa at work but she's cool with what's going on. The only thing is that Dazz has now set up camp in Gosport and it's a little bit too close to home if u know what i mean.

But the best news of the lot is that I am to become Mrs Martin Sanderson! Yes, the ladette is settling down and getting hitched this time its for life. And we COULD be having a baby together. Should find out next week.

This man of mine, my Martin, is the loveliest bloke in the world. He's GORGEOUS! He is gonna make the best dad, and the best hubby. See, even the darkest cloud has a silver lining. Martin saved me from Dazz, and made me his. This one is forever. I love you with all my heart my babes.

Lost the baby, have paid back the money but still he will not let me go free. He now has my sia badge and Martin's x-box to ransom - not too bothered about the x-box as we can buy another one, but the badge is another matter. It is illegal to hold someone else's badge, so he is breaking the law by holding on to it. He is starting to wind me up now as he knows I need it for work!!!

But my Martin and I are ok. We have had a bit of a row, nearly split up last night, but it's ok. I told Martin that us arguing over the x-box was playing right into Dazz's clutches, and we really had a blazer - me crying and screaming, Martin almost in tears, but we managed to sort it THANK GOD! So it is back to how it should be now. Was very close in bed last night, almost clinging to one another for fear the other would go away.

It's strange to think that someone can be that close and the emotions can be that powerful. But that is how you know that the love is real and honest. I do love him lots, I really do. The wedding is on.