h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Oh well. Mrs M says that once the present task is finished, they're going back overseas. I shall be bereft. I shall miss the ladies terribly. But I am assured that my Honeybadger is going to be happy. And that makes me happy too.

These two ladies have been central to my life in really important ways.

Honeybadger has been SO wise, SO kind, SO thoughtful, SO patient, SO tolerant. I owe her a weighty debt of gratitude. Mrs M, I am discovering, is a linguist like myself, but a teacher, so she would be good for me technically; I am beginning to think I may have missed out there. They are two quite remarkable ladies, I am privileged to have known them. Highly intelligent, vastly naturally gifted. Yeah.

Well, then it seems I have, as Doris said, cut off evil from my life, and they aren't going to bother me much more. Then the Lord can have his way in my life, at last.

I hope --- I have strongly mixed emotions. Regret, sadness, loss, emptiness. Well. It's been SO strange. So very, very strange. Andrew would make a wonderful elegiac movie of my life.

Ha.

It's been total. Yeah.

Last night we watched a movie, Locke, it was one of the most amazing movies I've ever seen. Stunning movie.

I saw we, well, let the reader understand.

I'm feeling really kind of elated. And emotional.

Andrew has unfriended me after I told him he should turn to Jesus. Yeah, LOL. Hey ho.

Just quiet now, after frenzy, mind control, etc, and talk of paradigm changing, revivals, witnesses, theology, philosophy, etc, etc, now, just calm and quiet love, caring for people, mending hurt minds and souls and hearts, that's really like me, deep down, loving people. Mrs M says I've got 1 test left, then they'll leave me alone.

All I really want to do, is love.

I'll be quiet and calmer now. All that nightmare, finally - finally over. Since I fell down onto the carpeted floor and wept for what seemed like hours, when I was about five, it's been one long lixivation of the heart and soul and one long tormenting of the mind. And now: finally, breathes my soul, finally it's over.

Mrs M and Caroline have been wonderful. We shall dance together and love one another in heaven.

The nightmare is over.

I have started recording notes for a movie / autobiography. S. was too vain to put his daughters into a township school, so he lifted them out of school at Standard 5 & 6. Illegal behaviour and the poor children! He has become dirtied by Satane.