h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

since Ive had time 2 look at my h2g2 identities...

With amazement I read my entries in this diary.. I had forgotten...

Well... since I last wrote something here, I was a happily resigned St.Trin.

Since then (thats when the stock market bungee jumped over here...) I am awaiting for a trial beacause my last job (an advertising agency) left my colleagues and myself unpaid for several months, my boyfriend left me and all the money I had, amounted up to a saquare dime.

I couldnt log on or write a journal, because I has nothing to share except my misery, and I just hate being felt sorry for.

This is the re-start of a journal because know I feel I have something 2 share.

Im leaving.

I saw my life (or what we consider our lives 2 be - but its probably just the surrounding, the "trivials" we get used to) change suddenly for worse. Now its changing again...

4 better.

Im moving 2 London. Im going 2 work and do a Postgrad. Degree.

I feel scared and thrilled, anxious and alive.

Ive just applied 2 the University, dont know if Ill be accepted or not, I havent got a job yet I hope 2 find one.

Maybe Ill get all I want - or I may not.
Thats not the point.

POINT IS:
-I feel better than I have 4 a long time.
-I wanted 2 share this feeling
and - 2 pass it on.

If you feel bad, THINK, life has its ups and down, just like a cardiogramme, as long as you see it going up and down you're definatly alive. How would you know what GOOD feels like if you've never felt BAD. When you feel bad, you tumble down a well... yet its when you hit rock bottom, that you can push yourself against the soil and eject youself back up.

well that about it I guess..
4 know...

St. Trin

Hey, how're you doing? Did you get into Uni.? Have you got a new job? Have you got a new boif? I hope you come back soon.

>>If you feel bad, THINK, life has its ups and down, just like a cardiogramme, as long as you see it going up and down you're definatly alive.<<

wow that is the best so far that i have seen describing that concept! thank you wherever you are!

um.... while i'm here um... have you seen my nametag?