h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Sorry anyone who might have, for a fleeting moment, wondered where I've been. I'm not feeling good at the minute and so am not on h2g2 much. I'm still checking my email though.

But enjoy while I'm not here...I'll be around in flashes of brilliance.

ok hun...you just keep the flashs coming..

be good & we'll speak soon...

Looking forward to seeing you ! Hope everything's OK.

*katcuddle*

Just thought you'd enjoy a ! ...

katkodl

Anyone would think you were flirting with me

I’m not! I’m just in a mood!!! And see the that follows the : it’s a not a !!!

katkodl

Im shocked and hurt!

Shame on You, katkodl, for kissing and running!
You should always and then for a while!
Anyways, Kat, & &
Now, I must
JK!
Actually, I know what you mean. I've been sporadic at best, so it's good to hear from you again. I won't worry about you if I don't hear from you, if you promise not to worry about me if you don't hear from me. And not to do anything that would prevent me from ever hearing from you again!
And I will make the same promise.
Cali

you're unlikely to whilst lying down...well..you could I suppose...but hanging yourself lying down isn't going to work well.
Don't worry I'm here and apparently sounding happier than last week...which I find a bit funny because I feel worse...but never mind. I've got to that point where I'm exhausted but I can't sleep and then when I finally fall asleep I dream loads and loads and then when I wake up, I'm tired but I can't stay in bed.

I know. I love staying in bed- unless I have no other choice!!!
But my preferred method is while lying down- has to do with a knife. Or a lot of pills, but even then, the knife.
Isn't it funny that people think you're doing better when you're actually doing worse? I think its denial, on their part, a lot of the time. If they actually SAW how bad we were doing, they might feel obliged to try and help. And really, they can't. Especially if they're part of the problem.
Dreaming right now is the only escape I have from my pain, both of them. I hate waking up. But I love talking to you lot. Hope you get some real rest. Take care, and no funny stuff!
Cali

But why is it that Katkat sounds so much happier when she’s actually feeling worse? *wonders* …I mean actually Katkat didn’t “sound” at all last week, cause the Missy didn’t come online anymore and left me back in concern.

By the way, is it impolite to talk in the third person about someone who’s attending this conversation? I’m sorry!


katkodl

No sweetpea it's not rude. Maybe because I've run out of dramatic words etc to use to describe it? I dont know. All thoughts welcome. Spoke to Nick on phone this afternoon which helped a bit. Poor Joe C though! He keeps calling me and I REALLY dont want to talk to anyone on the phone...which was perfectly demonstrated on phone to Nick because I couldnt make any proper sentences at all. Its like theres a wall and as soon as I start to say something this wall leaps up and blocks half of it until I climb over it and by that time I've forgotten what I meant. And whilst Im okay to do that to Nick, I dont want to do it to Joe because he wouldnt understand what I was trying to say and I would cry because it's frustrating and tiring.

Sorry what was I supposed to be saying? Well look I'm coming online all the time now and that's only so that you and anthea know that Im okay! Sheesh the things I do for girls!

I know what you mean about not being able to make proper sentances sometimes. I'm like that everyday until I've had my "coffee" and sometimes even after I've had my coffee.

We should found an anti-phone club! I hate to talk on the phone most of the time, especially long chats are a torture. As far as I remember Cali feels the same way about that matter. So you’re in good company!

katkodl