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Self-Destruct
Kat - From H2G2 Started conversation Jun 30, 2004
Okay guys just to make a note I'm now set in self-destruct mode. Which is basically meaning I'm trying to spend my days either asleep or eating. Otherwise I may start to cause drama....i.e. ODing, cutting horribly, trying to kill someone etc etc.
My thoughts are leaping around and it's confusing as hell. It's like having several people in my head except none of them are people I can actually HEAR, I just keep thinking differently. It's tiring and I can concentrate on anything.
So far I've...cut my arm but not THAT badly as there was a funny dip dark bit and I didn't want to find myself with blood spraying places.
I've also planned to kill my mother and had to triple dose on Nytol so I was asleep when she came home.
I've also pondered about all the tablets in the house, found my rope and made a noose and almost jumped...but obviously didn't because I'm here writing this!
It's getting VERY tiring and I haven't told Nick really...just that Im on a self-destruct.
*big sigh*
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