h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Oh I'm sick...sick of waiting to see what the reaction's gonna be tomorrow when I get to O'G's...and sick of temping in short term jobs as well!! The job I've had for this week is probably gonna be finished by the end of today so I'm in trouble again (what a surprise) and so I'm not a happy bunny. Plus my bloody mother asked some guy for a lift to the airport, offered him some money to do it then got me to cough up for it!!! It's not as if I have any bloody money is it?!! That leaves me very skint for this weekend, but I don't think that'll be much of a prob as I bet I'm not that welcome in O'G's anyway... The more I think about it last weekend I was being given hints to bugger off - the way he wasn't impressed at the comments H made in front of me, and the whole thing when he was on to D about how he wanted a 'pommel horse' kinda woman - that was when he did his great thing on the chairs! Then the running away thing in the after hours and how he eventually had to talk to me to be nice - then he ran away as I left too!! Oh dear - why couldn't she have just let it be???!! Why am I never afforded the same courtesy as I give everybody else by them keeping their bloody mouths shut?!!! I'm dreading tomorrow now...and longing for it. I am so embarrassed about last weekend, and I know what's gonna happen as well but at the same time I can't wait to see him (how pathetic am I). I'm so sick of wanting people I can't have, and of other people messing it up by TELLING the people I want that I want them so then they get all weird!!! I'm SO dreading tomorrow...