h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Help me!!!!!!! My exams have begun, so my entries here may be a bit sporadic over the next few weeks.... but i'll try get on most days. Meanwhile, i think i shall continue to panic! *breath*.... to calm down x

Good luck hun
I think you'll do great...

What are subjects are they in?

Human Biology, Chemistry, Physics and Maths... and General Studies. Eeeeek..... x

5 A-levels!!! Eeeeps! But if you were capable of doing brilliantly in them your tutors would not allow you do so much so I have confidence in you and you should have it in yourself. But it's alot of work.

Love and Hugs...

I don't know, I want to get a BBBC or a BBCC (excluding general studies which doesnt count as a subject really... not many uni's accept it). It scares me alot. I'm at home on study leave now and I feel sick at the thought of all the work i have to do. Oh well.... i've atleast got the january resits if i do badly... but i dont want to do them. What A-levels did u do? x

Geology, Discrete Math, English lang, Politics, Sociology and general studies but I got too agorophobic to attend lessons I forced myself to go to some of the exams I was predicted A's in everything except math I dropped out with a C in gen studies, E in geology and English. So you can see why I feel like a failure.

That doesn't make you a failure in the slightest! I have friends who dropped out of 6th form for the same reason as you and it was horrible to see them struggling. Besides, Im sure you could go back to college and redo, if thats what you wanted? You made the effort to try with the exams, and that makes you a success. Agoraphobia isn't something you can shrug off. Its not something you could be held resonsible for, so dont feel bad. Kitten licks to cheer you up sugarplum. ..... all aimed to make you feel great. x

I'm looking into going to a college for people that have had mental health problems [I hate that phrase]. I'm not clear on what kinda courses are available but at least I would leave with something that could help me get a decent job.

Love and Hugs...

That sounds like a good thing to do! Any idea what sort of course you'd be interested in? What do you do at the moment? or what would you like to do? I have general studies this afternoon.... im a little nervous, but the worst ones are the week after next... *funeral music*

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I've looked over there last prospectus... 4years old, they don't produce one now... to get an idea of what they have to offer... the closest tpo what I'm interested in would the sales and marketing course... I'd love to be able to go back and do A levels again with a view of going to Uni but I don't think I could get the economics of that to work in my favour...

Good luck with the nasty exams... I belive you'll do great though...

Love and Hugs..

sorri ive been sporadic! I'm busy revising. I probs wont be on much the next few days. Im sure you could get the economics to work in your favour! Goodluck, your worth it.

I'm in a delightful triangle at the moment. My best friend's girlfriend has been really abusive to me recentyl and its getting me down. She's asked me never to speak to him again, and he knows all this and he's not doing anything about it all. Iyt sucks and i havent stopped crying for days. Meanwhile, chemistry awaits, but take care huni have a PGGB and relax.... xxxx

O'... that's a situation you want out of...

PGGB?

Love and Hugs...

A pan galactic gargle blaster... enjoy...

Indeed, a situation i dearly want out of. I feel so lost and lonely again. But - i thought lots and maybe i love him enough to lose him? I dont know. Advice would be dearly sort after. Unless your really feeling down and need a release at all? x

Argh! How'd I not get that... supps upon the PGGB
You can put a certain amount of distance between yourself and your friend, but you shouldn't have to give up a friendship for someone that may not be apart of his life for so long... you were his friend first and you should be able to expect to be his friend afterwards...
That my opinion, it's not advice as such because the decision is your to make.

Love and Hugs...

except they've been together for longer than we've been friends. And she's adament that they will be together forever. There'll be no peace until i go. I asked amtt last friday if there was anyhting i could do to help. He said the only thing that would help would be for me to die. I hate seeing him like this. I wish the decision was mine. I really do. But i think its matt's. He's trying to stay neutral in a situation where one way or another he'll have to decide. I just wish he'd hurry up with the decision. Alas.

Meanwhile, thank you. I hope you rehabilitatre from the drink. I may join you - it may deaden this pain. x

Soz... I replied before I got your e mail...

don't worry gorjus. How do you feel?

I'm feeling OK... taken two people off of my friends list and had talk with one and re added them because I realised I was being silly... but I feel better for clearing the air...

How are you hun?

worried about you! What happened for you to remove them? Who were they (if you want to say)? Grrrrrr!!!!! x

Saturnine and Mort... I've readded Mort after a chat on YIM. I removed Mort because I thought I had failed as her friend and becuase I thought she believed ill of me. I've removed Saturnine because I just don't think there's any basis for friendship there anymore...