h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Hi GeNe u ok darlin?? u aint emailed me still am worried as last time we spoke u seemed really upset n u was gunna email me about it but u didn't Am worried bout ya darlin xx Before u went away we was close n spoke a lot recently we aint spoke at all hope ya am ok n i aint upset u. Reply soon iuw LuV MaRc >

I'm sorry sweetheart. I thought you'd get pissed off at me if i kept getting depressed with you, so i thought i should back down abit. I missed you though. alot. My internet at home is still playing up too... im in the library...

I'll tell u wot i was gna say in the email here... about being scared to have sex with dan again... its not coz im scared it will happen again, coz i've always got that risk, but im scared he wont have paid any attention to what happened and he'll ignore it, but then im scared he'll be totally differnt and that it'll never go back to how it was. Im scared he doesnt really mean it when he tells me how much he likes me. We were in bed the other day and he was touching me and i started to cry and i dont know why. I cant understand why he would still like me... im abit messed...

i missed u
u
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Hi darlin ive had a biangs dqy at pub 2day been in there 9 hrs wid nmates lol so i';ll reply proply 2moz!! Ive misst u lots 2!! i thorth id pisst u off darlin why do u think he wudnt like u?? ya gr8!! id only all women were as nice as u!! u lotas MaRcxxxxxxx

Sweetheart... that was a confuseled reply... did you have fun?

Im not sure why he wouldnt like me... i just do. After all the things with Ben, im used to guys suddenly chenging their attitude towards me and it scares me. I dont want things to change, but i dont wnat them not too. I mean, obviously he respects me somewhat coz we havent had sex in about 2 months, but then maybe thats coz he doesnt actually like me anymore and hes only still with me coz he thinks it would destroy me to split up so close to this... maybe hes just waiting. Andhe says im mistaken when i ask him.... im paranoid arent i!

You didnt piss me off... like i said. Thought i was probably annoying you....

And thanks for saying im nice... that was realli lovely...

Went out with my friends in Leeds last night... Not been out with them in a few months, it was scary... but i did it and i feel better for it...

muchus for you
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Yep i had fun, cause u aint pissin me off!! I think Dan is scared and respectin u, i dont think u should b so pessimistic darlin. Am here 4 ya always Am still w8in 4 me email lol

im not intending to be pessimistic. I just scared its gona die... and all go to hell again....